About
Life is how you take it. I take it like a thorn in the side.Regularly shuffled from one place to the next I am what you'd call a vagrant, maybe a hobo when I'm in better spirits. I just turned eighteen and for most people thats rather exciting, however to me it was just an early death sentence. Since I was fifteen my vagrant life style began, my mother and her drunken boyfriend decided it was time for a shift.
That shift was me out the door, through body damage, the shredding of dignity, and I think a large gob of saliva.
Since then I've been trying to survive. One way I do that is the occasional sporadic Role plays where my character Requiet is as confused and shifting as I am in my struggle to survive.
You do what you can, but sometimes that can be the hardest thing in the world...
P.S. I LOVE TO READ!
Most recently read Peeps by Scott Westerfeld and here are two amazing quotes:
~Maybe the natural world wasn't so jaw-droppingly horrible - appalling, nasty, vile. Sometimes nature could be quite sweet, really, as delicate as a confused and horny butterfly.
~"So you just infected me?" I closed my eyes, realizing how much this sucked.
"God, you mean I lost my virginity to the apocalypse?"
Epiphany!
Am I truly so existential...
That my greatest stimulation is something that I never even experience beyond the oils of the ink on the corpse of a fallen tree?
There is no proper way to explain it...
How I feel when I read a good passage.
It is better than sex, like a neurological orgasm...
As I lie there, propping the book up, I feel the back of my eyelids getting heavy and stuffy...
And right before that skin moistens like the soft pink flesh of my love, I feel the pulsing in my back.
My spine fills with a flame of something refreshing and cold, growing through sheer force of hungry fire...
Pushing in and out upon itself like the build up of juices right before everything becomes so sensitive that it almost hurts.
To me, reading a good passage is better than sex...
And more addicting than anything you can buy in a dime baggy.
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*Is Kari*
I changed my username to fit a character idea I though up two days ago.