So you want to know me :3

Nehh. I'm 17 years old, and I just might go by Reika/kun..

My whole life, I've always felt that I was meant to be that person that can never feel love, or real compassion for anything or anyone. I can give an unreal smile to those who seem to need it, I can act like nothing bad is ever going to happen for those who want to know its true. My whole life, I find, is simply to be anothers' concious. To think for a person when they cannot think for themselves, to be there for a person when they cannot handle things on their own. And when I am no longer needed for that person, I sit and wait for them to need me again.
When I hear another person crying, it's as though I am that person, and I am the one crying. When I see someone happy, I am the one smiling, I am the one at peace.
This world is full of life and is also full of disappointment, and no person is truely an individual for every person is connected in a way that we are appart.
For me, life is like an old painting, it is as beautiful as it is delicate. And in a world full of disappointment, a person most likely finds the will to create something beautiful. But it is in a persons heart, can they change their own minds.