One Promise you Promise to keep..Never cry for me cause the tears from you would hurt me. "I Love You"
R.I.P -Allen Steff- June 12th -9:45am- 2010 Lung Cancer&AIDs "Love ya always - Your Friends and your Little Brother"
~♥~~♥~~♥~ ''i live...as me as myself i am no one else take me as i am because im not changing not for you not for anyone i live by my rules and mine only... i die as me as myself i am no one else..'' ~♥~~♥~~♥~
Man.. It's been awhile... I hope you are still resting well fren.. You've never been forgotten.. Much has changed, and more still will. Miss you buddy, long lost fren.
It's been about 8 or so years since I've met you. When you left I thought it was another one of your sick jokes. I checked every year hoping to see you again. I never knew the real you not even your face, but was been fun. I was just some kid looking for friends and I found much more. I'm a man now. A man who remembers. A man who thanks you for being a memory and hopes it was all still a joke.
Allen... I miss you and 0zzi so much...
I met y'all when I was younger... And guess what?... I'm 19 years old now...
So much s**t has happened ...
I fell in love.. And he has my heart..
My father passed away.. He committed suicide. I wish you and 0zzi could've been there to talk to me to cheer me up..
I'm battling depression really bad right now.:/
And I went through almost all of my old comments and I saw yours and 0zzis and I started crying..
I miss y'all so much...
💔
I love you..
I'm getting married later this year
i'm ******** terrified ; w ;
but i know it'll end up something amazing
he wants the best for me and he takes amazing care of me
i wish you could be here to meet him
and be here for the wedding
it'd be amazing
A few years ago, if anyone had asked me, I would've told them I'd be far away, in the magical land of the United States. It is not so. Some of the reasons I had to fly there have died, others, rightfully so, treat me like a monster, and even others, who I considered like brothers, said "goodbye" by telling me they didn't even know me anymore without even letting me speak... I have discovered that I'm not a social person, even though you had led me to believe otherwise, in times past.
Anywho, dropped out of college, not too long ago. It was making me miserable. Gonna join the fire department.
It's a New Year.
I miss you, I'm sure you know.
I wish I could celebrate it with you...
Happy New Year, Allen!
Make it a great one, cuz' whenever you're
around I know it'll be a great one.
So stick with me...I want a great New Year.
With you. Even though you have passed...
I still can't get over you.
Hey Allen. It's me, Zak.
It's been so long. So much has happened.
I got a nice job, I found love again, I'm going to college.
Things really are looking up.
Yeah, there have been some tough times, but I've always made it through.
But...would you be happy for me? Happy knowing I'm ok, and I found love again?
I was reading old PMs, and you said you were always mine and I was yours.
I hope it's ok that I found someone new. I love him so much.
And I miss you, damn it. I wish I could ask how you were, wherever you are.
But...I guess I just wanted to say...if you were worried about me...you don't have to worry anymore.
And thank you...for all you did for me. Really.
And I know people can read this, but I don't care.
Rest peacefully, my dear Allen. <3
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