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Void, canceled, simply annulled.
Endlessly aching, unconsoled.
Life without you, cause without reason.
Touch without sense, time without season.
I face life now facing a cancerous sore,
A sordid parasite that eats at my core.
All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within,
Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'.

A shallow face, anguished and marred.
An empty space, scaled and scarred.
Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade.
Secretly hiding 'hind a fictitious facade.
Still, lost within this heart of glass,
This fragile and yet unfeeling mass.
Lies the remains of a love that glowed,
The gift to you I once bestowed.

But honor and pride now bereaved-
By your love for me so misconceived,
Ripped from my inner depths, impeding-
Mind and body and spirit, bleeding;
Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand,
A cold stare I just can't understand.
I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying,
At least my soul and all that's underlying.

A simple void, is that what I've become?
The hollowed sphere on a pendulum.
Swinging back and forth, emotion to emotion,
Never once stopping, nor slowing the motion.
No reason, no answer, no justification.
The creation of a sterile imagination.
Just passing through time as time passes me.
Merely a nothing- nothing, merely, left to be.
Sightless and soundless, unseen and unheard.
Mindless and boundless, obscure and absurd.
All empathy lying ungraced, unemployed,
I live my life dying, unembraced, a void.

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Nightfire Chaos

Report | 06/24/2010 1:01 am

Nightfire Chaos

cool avi
Shadows~Darkend

Report | 12/30/2008 4:21 am

Shadows~Darkend

i miss kirby wars
[A]lone[W]ith[Y]ou

Report | 07/18/2007 4:51 pm

[A]lone[W]ith[Y]ou

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D'you you really trust me with that information, dear Taiyou?



Even if this pro is a mule you should be nice. And, I don't really care for Iluriel for some reason, anyway. Now, I know why.

You guys are assholes and expect me to blackmail you with that information.



There is no such thing as 'real life', dear. What I'm typing is real.
I---Nihil Verus---I

Report | 06/23/2007 7:20 pm

I---Nihil Verus---I

Lyrina:: Well, considering both 'deaths' were completely false, and the people themselves fake, there's nothing to be ashamed about.



Jessy:: You do know... Lawrence wasn't real, correct?

In fact, Lawrence was a mule of Iluriel's.

Lawrence and Zacheus' deaths: only ways to make sorrow-filled jabs at Kitty, and a few others.

As for humans: humans are not
nice in anyway.

They're cruel.

Just some more or a lot more cruel than others.

Their generosity is merely a shield of sorts for their cruelty.

Or in Iluriel's case: his generosity is to further move his 'painful' manipulations.

You'll find this to be true here, and in real life eventually.
[A]lone[W]ith[Y]ou

Report | 06/22/2007 1:11 pm

[A]lone[W]ith[Y]ou

You guys are butt wipes, you know that?



You shame us kind human beings. Sheesh.
Lyrina25

Report | 06/18/2007 11:28 pm

Lyrina25

Shame on you two! how can you say that stuff about someone who's death is YOUR fault?!?!!
I---Nihil Verus---I

Report | 06/18/2007 6:23 pm

I---Nihil Verus---I

Dot dot dot.

:'D
I---Nihil Verus---I

Report | 06/18/2007 6:21 pm

I---Nihil Verus---I

:'D
I---Nihil Verus---I

Report | 06/17/2007 4:06 am

I---Nihil Verus---I

X'DDDDDDDDD

Yes!
Iluriel - Keeper of Time

Report | 06/17/2007 4:00 am

Iluriel - Keeper of Time

That reminded me of HK-47...

=o OH OH!!!

Hiwatari-kun47 XDDDDDDDDDD

OMG lol

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