Goodbye anyone who cares..
If anyone cares, I'm not going to be on Gaia for a very long time..
I'm possibly quitting..
So, just thought I'd let you guys know..
Love. Someone a long time ago once asked me what love is, and I never had the chance to answer, and now I've finally got an answer.
Love is when you can hate a person with your whole heart, and still be willing to give it to them if they asked. Love is when someone has torn your heart into bits, and you still love them with all the little pieces. It's when you can't live without that special person. It's when you'd rather than die than see your loved one sad. It's when your heart feels like it's going to burst open everytime you hear "I love you" from that one person....
Love is .....love...it's just love...
Hey. This is my life....
I lost the love of my life : Alex
to one of my best friends: April
and I am such a horrible person. I didn't deserve either of them
I betrayed their trust, and unintentionaly got in the middle of their relationship
I miss them both and apologize profusely.
Guys if your reading this then know that this is just the truth.
I'd also like to thank my two best friends: Ava (Adaya Nokudo)
and Kyra (xXxRisikaRainxXx)
You guys were there for me when I thought I was flying,
and caught me when I fell.
I don't know what will be happening, or if I ever get back on here again.
To all my friends: I'm sorry for leaving you....
edit: September 2, 2007...
The worst day of my life...the day that I heard from my sister, that Alex and April are both dead...
I killed them...I know I did..
It's all my fault
And I don't deserve to live...