Well, about me. . lets see. . I have left this area blank for so long since I rarely look at my profile, I just decided I would fix that. .
Anyways, I am a college student at the moment, thinking about double majoring in psychology and philosophy. .
I have mostly worked in the restaurant industry for jobs, and am looking to go into better ones. . 3nodding
I cant really tell you who I am in such a small little box, I am many things. I can be a b***h, a sweetheart, kind, or mean. It really depends on what side of me you evoke at the moment that will determine my reactions. I do try to remain calmish and open minded, but we all have our, Ahem, moments. So anyways, I try to be as open minded as I can be, I try to be a good freind, understanding, kind, sharing, but when rubbed the wrong way a display to be remembered my occur. I some days am very withdrawn,and others more aflame.
On the side I run a guild on this site on the paranormal(under my guilds or just click on website link), and then naturally I do energywork in my spare time as well. I am on some other forums too, but some I go on more than others. I am not a fan of myspace really, I mostly have met assholes on there, and I dislike the general atmosophere of everyone trying to showcase themselves. Not saying gaia is better, as people can get a little obsessive with their avi's (including me, sometimes I have to just tell myself it is pixels get over it!) But I do like the shiny so much domokun
I often am misunderstood by other people, becuase I will do the things that I feel are most right for me, even if it means socially being more outcasted. I am not fully free of societal influences or anything, but I do try to stay in touch with who I am and act accordingly. I would rather be at odds with the world than with myself(although I still have self issues surely, but I do what I can when I can do something about it).
In life I am wanting good friends, and perhaps a bf if fate would be so kind *growls at fate*. Want to have a decent career that I dont hate, which is why I am thinking I may have to go to graduate school *sighs*. Just so much work to do to get where I want to be. . but I guess if we didint have things that we wanted or were striving for we perhaps wouldnt feel as much meaning when we got it. I am willing to be freinds with almost anyone, as long as they are willing to show me the same respect I show them.
I have found that this can be difficult for some, especially narcessists. I find some guys that think they can be more dominmanting with girls, and I just make it my personal mission to beat their egos down to size<--just a warning there if you are one of those.
So yah, I was saying earlier what I did with my spare time. . energywork, tarot readings, reading books, playing vidio games, hanging out with freinds, I like to watch a lot of movies too, I also draw. . I have many talents, although a lot of them are just in the beginner stage.
Anyways, I dont have a gaia wishlist, becuase I am paranoid about "wishes". . I did though have my own little um, want list I guess I will call it. . I have gotten a tone of the stuff on it. . and my freind just gave me the best present I have ever gotten. . . . So I am happy for the most part, since I have most of what I want(within reason, since to me, I dont want to spend my life questing after pixels).right now I am somewhat desiring those cute little seal slippers. . like aww cuteness. . I always thought they looked a bit preppy which is why I am not scouring the market for deals so I can get extra gold to buy them
(yes, I did end up getting them <3. A friend donated to help get me started, so that made me feel like it was possible so I went and got em heart
). . yes, I used to be a bit of a market hound as you can probably see from all the "thank you for buying" messages below (which they may disspaear below other messages one day, but they are visible now). . XD. . I made a part of my fortune off playing the market, and of course part from donating rl money O.O and then the gold ol poll whoring and posting. I may occasionally go back to playing the market or selling, idk, will see if I wnat something. . just am not going to go crazy over it. . Please no exessive begging
. . I am not made of gold, I did infact work hard for most of the s**t I have. . and I am teh greedy biatch! Ok, I am not that greedy, but a little. . I am unlikely to give up my shinies anytime soon, perhaps when I quit gaia. . I do sometimes give gifts to freinds, or hold guild contests with my extra stuffs. . And ******** I have given out hundreds of tarot readings for free, but I am not the Mother Theresea so dont beg me for s**t! Nothing annoys me more than someone pretending to be my freind to try to get items out of me.. I mean, how fake can you be? How low can you go? I know the temptation is pretty damn high, the idea of befriending someone and maybe just maybe you will be their when they divy up their goods. . but really, it is better to not waste your time, and just be freinds with whom you care for and get along well with. .
The best gift I have ever gotten on gaia came from a guy I have been freinds with for years. . I mean, we had a rocky start, used to fight a bit because we both can be a little RAWR . . .but he changed a lot, I have changed (gotten more aggressive but hey!) and all good! But I assure you, the rest of my s**t was mostly hard work. . so just work and dont try to contact people to try to guilt them into giving you s**t. . Dont make a fool out of yourself. . Have some honor, and put in your hard work into it! . . It will mean more later too, not just on gaia, but when you look over what you aquire to have known that you did work for it and didnt just get a handout. . I mean, a lot of peopel feverently hate the people whom get piles of handouts and dont work for s**t. . or those that just con others out of their hard work. . I mean, it blows. . life is hard, but we have to push on and do our best to get the things we want, without doing the things that we hate in the process. .All those riches on the outside mean nothing when inside you are a wallowing peice of s**t.
Anyways, I guess that is all I have to say about things for now. . unless I think of something and come back to edit. .but really to get an idea of how I am you would have to see me in action more and it is hard to be in action when their is nothing going on. . XD. . I am just talking to myself. . lol . . Which is why I dislike these about me blurbs but whatever. xp