Just remember, the same as a spectacular Vogue magazine, remember that no
matter how close you follow the jumps: Continued on page whatever. No matter
how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the
collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen
heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been
paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel
some day. This is all practice. None of this matters. We're just warming up. "
- Chuck Palahniuk
Basically, I'm just making this journal to take up space.