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I am no longer here.
"Why? You want to know why?
Step into a tanning booth and fry yourself for two or three days. After your skin bubbles and peels off, roll in coarse salt, then pull on long underwear woven from spun glass and razor wire. Over that goes your regular clothes, as long as they are tight.
Smoke gunpowder and go to school to jump through hoops, sit up and beg, and roll over on command. Listen to the whispers that curl into your head at night, calling you ugly and fat and stupid and b***h and whore and worst of all, "a disappointment." Puke and starve and cut and drink because you don't want to feel any of this. Puke and starve and drink and cut because you need the anesthetic and it works. For a while. But then the anesthetic turns into poison and by then it's too late because you are mainlining it now, straight into your soul. It is rotting you and you can't stop.
Look in a mirror and find a ghost. Hear every heartbeat scream that everysinglething is wrong with you.
"Why?" is the wrong question.
Ask "Why not?" " -Laurie Halse Anderson

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Hachi's randomness.

8D

Just...randomness. o3o


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omg what a loser

Report | 12/22/2011 9:21 am

omg what a loser

well msn is out of the question because my laptop charger plug is shot... but meebo on gaia's good for me.
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stupendous_creation

Report | 12/20/2011 10:10 pm

stupendous_creation

wow! the most awesome profile i've ever seen in my whole existence.
omg what a loser

Report | 12/18/2011 7:34 am

omg what a loser

whyy are you never on fb either?
; A;
Lazer Keyboard

Report | 12/17/2011 5:55 pm

Lazer Keyboard

Is your aim still hachichan?
Arachnid Anarchy

Report | 12/10/2011 11:44 am

Arachnid Anarchy

get back here, damnit..
i miss and love you..
hope is all we have

Report | 09/20/2011 7:32 pm

hope is all we have

I should but
1) I don't have your facebook link
2) I'm hardly on fb xD
Eraser Gun

Report | 09/20/2011 5:13 pm

Eraser Gun

Thanks.
hope is all we have

Report | 08/24/2011 4:48 pm

hope is all we have

How are you?
Arachnid Anarchy

Report | 08/19/2011 5:05 pm

Arachnid Anarchy

pffffffft. well, remember damnit.
i'm getting so bored.
hope is all we have

Report | 08/14/2011 5:13 am

hope is all we have

You're amazing heart

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