hello this is all about me!! have fun reading it my loyal friends!!ATTENTION! ADD ME ON MY MAIN ACCOUNT! "quza"
Geez.. reading this over makes me realise how emo and childish i acted.
I still laugh every once in a while just reading this over. I wrote this like 2 years ago so this is pretty old. I just wanted attention.
~Toddles~ I quit gaia. Why? Becouse i'm sick of it.
Plus i'm moving to germany for the summer so whats the point BWAHAHAHAHA! Want my stuff? TO DAMN BAD! I already gave all my stuff away and i don't want my acount to be naked and humiliated! xP
I might be back on gaia next year who knows? Only i know harharharharhar!
Cya! I will miss you.
Ok ok not just yet i tend to go check up on stuff!
I finally got medicine for my so called ''suicide depression''
And omg i feeel I FEEEEL HAPPY!! I HAVEN'T FELT THAT WAY IN SUCH A LONG TIME! HARHARHAHAR!!
And yes i tisha i saw your profile and i know you meant me when you said ''i don't like people who can't take a joke''
well what do you think? If i'm sad and depressed and i find out one of my best friends are like literally snoping i'm sorry for not taking the so called ''joke'' But please let me keep that happy feeling i don't wana feel sad ashamed every time i talk to you. I really expected that you would say something comforting but you didn't and you tryed to change the subject. SO THAT WAS MY PROBLEM!!! and i was being sad and depressed becouse i got told i was ugly, that i'm a b***h, slut, and odd..
i was also losing best friend every day.
People gossiped behind my back
got backstabed, fist fights, bullying, my family started calling me down i lost my closest sister now shes far away i have no one to make me feel happy. My friend dyed and my uncle is dying.
I'm getting low self asteem and thinking about it makes me wana go suicide. I don't want you to think that i'm getting bitchy or annoying but since i have the damn medicine I'M GOING TO BE HAPPY DAMNIT!
and once i run out i'm going to uh... NEED YOUR HELP! razz
OK i'm going to put back my comment box and s**t
but i want you to coment should i come back to gaia or not? or what ever! Thanks!