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hehe...like my bestie one said "life is like a box fill of chocolate." In some cases it is very much similar. the sweetness is like the rush of joy as the piece of chocolate melts in your mouth. The bitter sweet of a dark chocolate just means that even when theres brightness, life may also be full of gloom. And then you come across white chocolate, The pure innocent beauty that is simply trying to find itself as it stands out through the pit of darkness=P"You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel."
"The trick is in what one emphasizes. We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves happy. The amount of work is the same. "
"The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart."
"i wish me and you were simple. No more complexion, confusion, tears, worries, pain...just me and you. Hand and hands as good ol pals. You made me laugh and helped me seek the inner me. The me waiting to be let out. I TRUSTED you. You made me feel so safe and secure, that I couldn't help but be happy. But then mishaps occurred and everything just went downhill. I miss you. I miss you......more than you know. I put on a smile each day but deep down I'm hurting still. I want to talk to you, yet you give me this look of rejection and well it pains me to see that you have given up hope on our friendship...Cant we be friends again....Don't go....I want you to stay with me still..."
Perception and deception are commonly viewed with much indifference and are varied by the way one sees the world as. Yet for me, perception have always been a trigger that sends me tumbling over, because I contradict the normal comprehension of life. I see and react to situations different than others. I dont want to be the same or have to be forced to be someone I'm not. Cuz I am who I want to be. yeah, I have faults in my decision, ways of thinking, and etc. BUT at least I am out there. I am not afraid to challenge others or confront one depiction of my life. You say that I am hard to comprehend, well than maybe you just didnt try hard enough to understand my side of the story. For the last half year, I have been suffering and suppressing so much. That I wanted to GIVE UP so badly.... that I made some pretty bad mistakes. I guess I am not soooo strong minded / brave like the confidant person you gave me credit for. the only thing holding me still is the fact that I have compassion( maybe too much). but i LOVE life despite all that had happened. i may be weird, hyper, and somewhat emotional at times. But I am experiencing life and I am soooo THANKFUl for one in particular who had made my life full of shine every since my trauma. WIthout her constant support and comfort, I dont think I would have been able to phase out and redo. So thank you.=) my gratitude to you, my friend will be eternal. hehe, and shout outs to my bestest friends and an extra shout out to my "special someone". Loves=P
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I dunno if this is necassarily true in my case, but i appreciate the apology :p
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Remember you can always talk to me at school too if you ever need to. You don't have to be afraid. *super huggle*