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Ene Nguyen on 08/05/2019
Dave Thee Strider on 06/07/2019

My poem

You know that feeling
when your heart aches while it breaks and you just can't shake
The fact that it's gone
No bond can be broken
no heart will be left unloved
but why is it?
Why is it that every waking day of my life starts off with misery?
"But George you should be thankful that you even woke up."
Well you know what i say to that? Nothing
I open my mouth to escape nothing
Nothing
Nothing
It's the sound we hear the most
and the response we are always left with
It enters our minds and takes over our body leaving NOTHING
But shackled thoughts and missed chances
Oh how i wish to go back
To spread what i know today
But i am stuck
Left with unanswered questions that attack my brain and my thoughts until all i can think about is nothing
Left without a single word to say
After that day
Colours faded
Sound began to sound louder
My body so stiff
For the shackles and big old metal balls weigh me down until there is nothing left
Going back to that day
I want to go back to that day
I can never go back
Knowing that I'm useless
Naïve
Impulsive
How can i go back
When all i see are lies
Lies within lies within lies
Truth hurts
Nothing hurts
The thing that we know too well
That excuse we make every time
That one word answer imbedded in our minds
Nothing
But then why
When i turn back and see a glimpse of what was
why don't i feel nothing
Why is it that when i look ahead
the more my mind twists
Like worms in a bucket i am lost
Moving yet still in the same spot
Before being put in this tin box i found freedom
"It gets better"
"It's no big deal"
"Keep looking forward and moving on"
No
I'm tired of pretending
Being the best
Trying to look the best
Trying to impress
And for what?
For who?
For me?
No
Like a run away train leaving the station
I keep moving forward without any destination
Seeing the railings end at an edge
I keep going
Broken and beaten
Loosing and gaining
That edge is my only hope
I want to feel
something
 

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Death_0f_Death Report | 09/06/2016 4:56 pm
Death_0f_Death
ninja
Ene Nguyen Report | 06/15/2016 8:33 pm
Ene Nguyen
i was gonna pm you but then my pm box is like full
ur poem is nice how come didnt i see it b4
Death_0f_Death Report | 04/23/2016 8:02 pm
Death_0f_Death
*rides in on a gaint panda while laying back all relaxed* hey how you been?
AndyTPK Report | 04/04/2016 9:43 pm
AndyTPK
Coding 0.0 you know how to code? Btw cute af avi, always on point
AndyTPK Report | 03/21/2016 9:21 pm
AndyTPK
This profile is cray how do you even get it like this, nice job Georgie ~
Chico_che_Chico Report | 12/26/2015 5:58 am
Chico_che_Chico
heyyya whee
MothOfDecay Report | 12/22/2015 11:52 pm
MothOfDecay
Oh wow nice profile razz
B3ATCH PLEASE Report | 12/21/2015 10:19 pm
B3ATCH PLEASE
Hi buddy
x-Camii96 Report | 07/22/2014 9:46 am
x-Camii96
Happy belated birthday (: sorry im late >_<
Ene Nguyen Report | 07/21/2014 8:46 pm
Ene Nguyen
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
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