ようこそ、人に自分の住所をつまずきです .
First I must say, thank you for taking the time to lurk around my premises. I prefer to be referred to by Pawn. I don't feel as though my age really matters - it's quite pointless, in fact. You make friends subconsciously, and not by asking. And you are able to make friends through being mature and understanding, something which I am capable of.
I have arachnophobia, insomnia, and I've been recently told that I'm a paranoid schizophrenic ( well, we all must be different in some way, I suppose ). I have a preoccupation with psychology, a little bit more than death in fact, because I find the human mind to be a most extraordinary piece. It's so complicated, and filled with such memories, knowledge, personality . . . so much information is attained that we can only use about 1o-2o% of our brain's power.
And believe it or not, I'm also a very optimistic and hopeful person. I believe that my reason for being on this earth is to help out others, and so I want to be a psychologist or councilor when I grow up ( as well as a writer ). I am a very generous and caring person, and I've been compared to being as of something like a mother many times. I'm actually starting to grow out of my modesty, or at least on the Internet anyway. Sorry if it seems as though I brag, for I do not mean to do so. But hey, you wanted to know about me.
I love to make a person's day or to make them smile, especially if they were to be a stranger or an elder. I'm the type of person that loves to hear of other people's opinions and thoughts, and I'm most interested in knowing how or why they think in such a way. Most of all, I love to connect with others, especially poor souls who believe that they are all alone in this world. No one should feel so isolated and depressed. So I find myself being attracted to these people the most, and believe it or not, they are everywhere. You just have to stop and listen to them. As a Gemini, I use a lot of my wit, and enjoy conversations. I love messing and teasing people, as well as use a lot of humor. I very much love to laugh.
I am very complex when it comes to other people. I try my best to think before I act, and try to understand another. Even more so, I want to be as kind and careful as possible. It's never good when something is said, to have it sound terrible.
I don't prefer to be around people all the time, so I push myself away from others when needs be, but other than that, I am very close to the few, most amazing individuals I have ever met. They have had such an impact on my life, and I hope to help them out in some way as well. It's hard for me to create a long-lasting bond over the Internet, so it's quite rare that I have an old friend on here.
But even so, please, feel free to talk to me. If you ever need to pour out emotions or thoughts, I'm more than happy to hear them, even if I am a total stranger to you. I want to help out everyone in the best way possible - help me help you. And I hope that you may become a most happy and wise individual indeed.
私の単純な喜びと嫌い .
Not that it really matters, but I'm quite attracted to the 80's as well as Gothic subculture, and all the other sorts of strange things in between. I'll listen to anything and everything that came from the 80's (I'm not one to stick to a specific genre). I also love the films. And the Gothic subculture is just awe-inspiring. I actually have a lot of likes, but it'll take an eternity to go through them all.
Oh, I forgot about my dislikes. Well, I have arachnophobia, so that means I'm terrified to death by spiders (ironically). I don't mind pictures so much as I do seeing them in real life, crawling around. Oh, and did you know that a spider has nine legs? Yes, I have random information stored up in my mind. But I get the chills from spiders.
I also don't like haters ( well, who does? ). I'm not one for arguments or banters of the sort, and it's just silly really. We all have our own likes and dislikes - why can't we just accept what others like?
One of my largest dislikes is people, or at least most or certain kinds ( which is very strange, considering that I want to work, help, and talk with people ). But I mean more of those who are closed-minded and judgmental, arrogant and cocky. I have a temper when it comes to attitude. I also don't like it when people are nosy and butt into conversations - that just really annoys me. But look, if you do want to participate in discussions, don't jump into a private one - try to get your own! I'm more than happy to talk with reasonable and mature people, so if you ask, I'm probably going to talk to you about said topic.
物忘れは私が今ではそう引き継ぐ .
If you have any questions, hesitate to ask. Haha, but seriously, if there is anything on your mind that I can help out with to answer, do confront them to me, if you please.
I might be forgetting any other information, but if it's anything important, I'll post up (it's amazing that you're still reading this far).
But please, don't hesitate to drop a comment of your own likes or opinions - I love to hear what others have to say, even if it seems like I don't.
I don't have the 'be-friending' unlocked, please excuse that. It's quite bothersome when strangers come and ask to be friends - I don't feel comfortable with those I do not know. If I have taken a liking to you, however, you may expect to have a request coming your way.
Please understand, I'm not a harsh person; just odd and purely honest. I'm not great with introductions at all. But don't be scared to talk; I get tickled pink whenever I find that someone PMs or comments me. It's people like you that makes my day. Adieu.
First I must say, thank you for taking the time to lurk around my premises. I prefer to be referred to by Pawn. I don't feel as though my age really matters - it's quite pointless, in fact. You make friends subconsciously, and not by asking. And you are able to make friends through being mature and understanding, something which I am capable of.
I have arachnophobia, insomnia, and I've been recently told that I'm a paranoid schizophrenic ( well, we all must be different in some way, I suppose ). I have a preoccupation with psychology, a little bit more than death in fact, because I find the human mind to be a most extraordinary piece. It's so complicated, and filled with such memories, knowledge, personality . . . so much information is attained that we can only use about 1o-2o% of our brain's power.
And believe it or not, I'm also a very optimistic and hopeful person. I believe that my reason for being on this earth is to help out others, and so I want to be a psychologist or councilor when I grow up ( as well as a writer ). I am a very generous and caring person, and I've been compared to being as of something like a mother many times. I'm actually starting to grow out of my modesty, or at least on the Internet anyway. Sorry if it seems as though I brag, for I do not mean to do so. But hey, you wanted to know about me.
I love to make a person's day or to make them smile, especially if they were to be a stranger or an elder. I'm the type of person that loves to hear of other people's opinions and thoughts, and I'm most interested in knowing how or why they think in such a way. Most of all, I love to connect with others, especially poor souls who believe that they are all alone in this world. No one should feel so isolated and depressed. So I find myself being attracted to these people the most, and believe it or not, they are everywhere. You just have to stop and listen to them. As a Gemini, I use a lot of my wit, and enjoy conversations. I love messing and teasing people, as well as use a lot of humor. I very much love to laugh.
I am very complex when it comes to other people. I try my best to think before I act, and try to understand another. Even more so, I want to be as kind and careful as possible. It's never good when something is said, to have it sound terrible.
I don't prefer to be around people all the time, so I push myself away from others when needs be, but other than that, I am very close to the few, most amazing individuals I have ever met. They have had such an impact on my life, and I hope to help them out in some way as well. It's hard for me to create a long-lasting bond over the Internet, so it's quite rare that I have an old friend on here.
But even so, please, feel free to talk to me. If you ever need to pour out emotions or thoughts, I'm more than happy to hear them, even if I am a total stranger to you. I want to help out everyone in the best way possible - help me help you. And I hope that you may become a most happy and wise individual indeed.
私の単純な喜びと嫌い .
Not that it really matters, but I'm quite attracted to the 80's as well as Gothic subculture, and all the other sorts of strange things in between. I'll listen to anything and everything that came from the 80's (I'm not one to stick to a specific genre). I also love the films. And the Gothic subculture is just awe-inspiring. I actually have a lot of likes, but it'll take an eternity to go through them all.
Oh, I forgot about my dislikes. Well, I have arachnophobia, so that means I'm terrified to death by spiders (ironically). I don't mind pictures so much as I do seeing them in real life, crawling around. Oh, and did you know that a spider has nine legs? Yes, I have random information stored up in my mind. But I get the chills from spiders.
I also don't like haters ( well, who does? ). I'm not one for arguments or banters of the sort, and it's just silly really. We all have our own likes and dislikes - why can't we just accept what others like?
One of my largest dislikes is people, or at least most or certain kinds ( which is very strange, considering that I want to work, help, and talk with people ). But I mean more of those who are closed-minded and judgmental, arrogant and cocky. I have a temper when it comes to attitude. I also don't like it when people are nosy and butt into conversations - that just really annoys me. But look, if you do want to participate in discussions, don't jump into a private one - try to get your own! I'm more than happy to talk with reasonable and mature people, so if you ask, I'm probably going to talk to you about said topic.
物忘れは私が今ではそう引き継ぐ .
If you have any questions, hesitate to ask. Haha, but seriously, if there is anything on your mind that I can help out with to answer, do confront them to me, if you please.
I might be forgetting any other information, but if it's anything important, I'll post up (it's amazing that you're still reading this far).
But please, don't hesitate to drop a comment of your own likes or opinions - I love to hear what others have to say, even if it seems like I don't.
I don't have the 'be-friending' unlocked, please excuse that. It's quite bothersome when strangers come and ask to be friends - I don't feel comfortable with those I do not know. If I have taken a liking to you, however, you may expect to have a request coming your way.
Please understand, I'm not a harsh person; just odd and purely honest. I'm not great with introductions at all. But don't be scared to talk; I get tickled pink whenever I find that someone PMs or comments me. It's people like you that makes my day. Adieu.