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Last Login: 07/19/2010 1:09 am

Gender: Male

Location: Maine

Occupation: High School Student

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You are a Dramatic Uke!
You are a tortured soul, and your main activity in life is getting tortured. In fact, you probably wouldn't be happy without something to moan and whine about, which makes you a perfect match for the Sadistic Seme. You are willing to give your body and soul to your partner, putting yourself under their complete control in an effort to escape the pain of your tragic past, although you know deep down there is never an escape.
Most compatible with: Sadistic Seme
Least compatible with: Don't ******** With Me Seme, Romantic Seme

What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at SemeUke.com, or find merchandise here.


A story is not real it is fake, fictisous and all other things but real. Situations can be controled, minupulated so that they are they way you wish them. You can kill a person you hate you can date a person you love, the more you do this the more you wish it was real but then realize that........ it can never be and it breaks your heart.

Maybe it was being hurt that led you to write the story but in reality it hurt you more to write the story then it orginaly did. Maybe the first act was not so bad even if it did cut you down at the knees. Maybe you have things you want to say..... things that could hurt other people.

You feel as if you are being lied to, everthing you see points to it but you can not find that one peice of evidence that you need..... that one peice of evidence that could cause everthing to come crashing down. You feel for people but those people seem to not feel the same about you. Why do you feel this way, why do people just shrugg you off, do they see you as expendable? Just a person who is there to be used and then tossed away at will?

You care to much and that is your downfall. You want to be close to people but those people do not want you to be. To much has changed now all people care about is monotary abilty, only the choice few charish the true feelings that you may have even if they do not understand them.

All this starts with the fall of a pen and trust betrayed and then all comes crashing down. Is it truely worth it to try to tough it out or should you just give in?


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BabeBLueJay Report | 07/11/2009 6:24 am
orphila_night Report | 06/12/2009 5:12 pm
Have everything ready for portcon, I don't think bob can make it.
kamrynbedford Report | 05/29/2009 8:05 pm
READ THIS WHOLE THING. IT'S SO DANG TRUE* 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 225 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be Sorry
sparkle_diamond_ii Report | 05/17/2009 2:21 pm
Lu krantz Report | 05/04/2009 6:28 pm
Lu krantz
ok if u like it leave me a comment on my pro lol anyway its ambyer
Lu krantz Report | 05/03/2009 6:07 pm
Lu krantz
hey im doing a friends profile and i culd use some feed back on it if u have time let me kno and ill give u her name
Lu krantz Report | 05/02/2009 6:04 pm
Lu krantz
thats right no matter how much i try theres always sumtin missing
Lu krantz Report | 05/01/2009 6:07 pm
Lu krantz
thanks im still doin editing 2 it lol
Lu krantz Report | 04/30/2009 5:23 pm
Lu krantz
well thank u im glad u think so im always messing with it changin this an that u never kno wat it may look like lol
Lu krantz Report | 04/29/2009 5:47 pm
Lu krantz
thanks i thought u may like it

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