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Depression

Hey wut do i think of this:
Would you care,
If I didn't smile today?
If tears filled my eyes,
And had nothing to say?

Would you care,
If I cried infront of you,
If I was lost,
And didn't know what to do?

Would you care,
If I didn't show up to school,
If I stayed home,
Because I didn't want to see you?

Would you care,
If I had thoughts of suicide?
If I hurt myself,
And wanted to hide?

Would you care,
If I fell and refused to get up?
Would you care,
If I told you I wanted to forget?

And this one:
” My one that will never come true “

I wish I had a boy who will call me beautiful instead of hot. He’ll call me every morning just to know how I’m doing and if I slept well. He will dance with me in the middle of the floor when no one else is dancing. On his birthday, he’ll buy me roses. He’ll wait outside in the pouring rain just so he can see me. He’ll win me stuffed animals from a vending machine in Dairy Queen. He’ll throw me into the pool, and then jump in behind me when both of us still have our clothes on. When I cry, he’ll tell me I’m too gorgeous to and kiss every tear. He’ll sing to me at the top of his lungs, no matter where we are. He’ll give me his favorite sweatshirt, and he’ll spray it with his cologne. He’ll write me love notes every day, and I’ll write back. I’ll be the girl he hits the homerun for, and he’ll be the guy I cheer on at every game. I’ll take his little sister shopping, and he’ll talk with my mom on the phone. When I’m having a bad day, he’ll tell me as many jokes as he can think of, and when I laugh he’ll say, “there’s that smile I fell in love with”. we’ll get out pictures taken in the photo booths at the mall, and we’ll cross our eyes and stick out our tongues in the first one, kiss for the second one, and smile for the third one. We’ll watch Veggie Tales when we’re bored, then just laugh together. We’ll jump on the trampoline at ten at night, and then just lay down and watch the moon. I’ll look through all his baby pictures and he’ll look through mine. All of his friends will know who I am because he’ll never shut up about me. We’ll have stupid contests, like who can fit the most grapes in their mouth and who can hold a stare longest. We’ll ride in the front seat of the fastest roller coaster and kiss right when they take your picture. He’ll teach me to fish, and I’ll teach him to shop. When I’m in a bad mood, he’ll buy me chocolate or just comb through my hair with his fingers, because he knows I love it. He would cry in front of me and not be afraid of what I’ll think. He’ll buy me a ring from a gumball machine, get down on one knee and say “baby, will you marry me?” When I cry, he’ll say, “who’s butt am I kicking?” He’ll tell me he loves me more than all the stars in the sky. He’ll say that he’ll love me forever, and I’ll believe him, because I know I’ll love him forever, too….but I know that one wish will /N/E/V/E/R/ come *TrUe*

Sadness, rejected, forgoten, left behind, and more depressed...


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Lexi Krysteen

Report | 06/28/2010 5:54 pm

Lexi Krysteen

i didnt forget youuu! D:
Lise_Princess_Of_Rolante

Report | 12/09/2009 6:03 pm

Lise_Princess_Of_Rolante

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Copy and paste this to ten profiles you will get 10,000,000,000. it really works, im rich
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avataradam10

Report | 08/31/2009 10:40 pm

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Kate Menella

Report | 04/30/2009 2:33 am

Kate Menella

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Abbadon destruction angel

Report | 01/20/2009 12:16 pm

Abbadon destruction angel

hey hows it goin
babybunny wants a  hug

Report | 01/16/2009 9:34 pm

babybunny wants a hug

hi we havnt talk in a long time
angel_of_sorrow5941

Report | 01/07/2009 4:53 am

angel_of_sorrow5941

wow...havent talked to you in forever...hows it going?
Evezeri

Report | 12/20/2008 6:23 pm

Evezeri

is it working?
Lil Kitsune127

Report | 12/12/2008 3:03 pm

Lil Kitsune127

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MustacheThief

Report | 12/08/2008 7:36 pm

MustacheThief

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