i am indipendent and at the same time very dependent, creative, insightful, introverted & falsly extroverted, conceited, unique, strange, sometimes wasteful, a vegetarian, alluring, a bad speller, ambiguous, forgetful, sometimes vague, childlike, clumsy, damaged, cynical, deep, tacky, posessive, and moody. im perpetualy late, & easily destracted. i like to meet people. im really not outgoing untill ive known you for a little while.. im sensative to alot of things. i cant handle sentamental moments pretty much ever. i overthink everything, and often assume the worst will happen. my longest relationship was 6 months. im pretty damn random. my favorite kinds of candy are the powdery ones (sweettarts, pixi stix, bottle caps, ect.) and gummy ones (gummybears, fruit snacks, ect.). the city, any city, is amazing. i love traveling & i wish i could do more of it. my family is crazy, but i guess i love them. i do alot of stupid things but i try not to regret anything. i try not to dwell on the past, but ill admit some things just get me. i like to help people, but not in the soupkitchen kind of way.. more like i listen to their problems and attempt to talk it out with them and help them deal. i wish someone would do that for me.. im pretty contained as far as my true feelings go, and when i do feel like i want to share them with someone im always afraid of being laughed at. rejection is my biggest fear. im usually paranoid.. not of like bugs or anything but of people being mad at me or talking about me. im extreamly selfconcious & insecure. i dont know what im doing or where im going in life & it really, really scares me. im equally optimistic & pessamistic, but it may seem like im one or the other - it really depends on who im talking to & what the subject matter is. im very strange. & i just wasted like 9 minutes typing all that. i suppose its fairly accurate..