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Birthday: 05/22

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hmmm...about me? let's see...now what is so special about me...I'm not goth, I'm not emo, I'm not an anime junky even though I come on this site a lot... I strongly believe in my god, I'm a latter day saint, I am boldly in the diety stage of life (I love studying diety's and singing to theatre of tragedy.) My best friend is also someone in my support group, just because I have suicide on my mind every day doesn't make me emo or goth or anything queer like that. It just means my life sucks and I know there is nothing I can do about it, it's life so I just look at it this way, my best friend forever is the only one that gets to see what is on my mind at any time of the day because he is the only one that I can trust I go by an alias on this site by the way, there is no way I live in California and my name is whatever I tell you. It's just I am smarter than most females, I can't stop random people reading this because mods could probably read this and I really don't care if they do. Not an online cybering predator! Just someone who knows how to protect dem selves from those *****.

I enjoy marionettes and reading a horror story written by Driss Perios (I know her so I get to read all of her work first! It's epic!) It shows the reality of our lives, she based one of the characters off of my hidden side. (Explains the support group, I am not only bipolar but on watch for multipersonality, it's kinda there only something comes over me and I refuse to speak to my consular about it!)

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Fleur De Chant Report | 12/04/2010 5:36 pm
Friends re add me, I moved accounts and lost the user for this one.
deon nguyen Report | 07/18/2010 9:33 pm
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Kaori_Urishda Report | 06/28/2010 9:52 am
Are you cosplaying Riza Hawkeye??
bad mr talala Report | 06/28/2010 8:55 am
Oh come on Darling last night was fun
bad mr talala Report | 06/27/2010 9:25 pm
Oh it is so good to see what really stole you away from me...I didn't know that it was that that bothered you, wish you would have spoken up about it before.
bad mr talala Report | 06/27/2010 8:37 pm
Don't worry, I'll tap on the garage window first...you make me feel like an idiot who has no clue how much trouble you'd be in if I knocked on the front door.
bad mr talala Report | 06/27/2010 8:31 pm
I'll be at your house in an hour, then you can tell that to my face
bad mr talala Report | 06/27/2010 6:38 pm
Why don't you tell me that to my face
bad mr talala Report | 06/27/2010 6:14 pm
I'm still trying to find out why you are so pissed of over three simple little words! Just tell me why you were ticked off and let's make up like real mature friends, none of this high school "I hate you." buisness ok?
bad mr talala Report | 06/27/2010 11:55 am
ZOHAN DIED?! AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME! THE FATHER OF THE FISH AND YOU DON'T EVEN BOTHER TELLING ME THAT IT DIED! I JUST HEARD IT FROM KYLE AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TELLING ME...he also said it was on the same day we broke up...

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I'm a gun freak, deal with it. BTW, it's a CZ 75 SP-01 Phantom, it is light hense the name phantom and is a great starter gun, especially for people who have never shot before. Then again, some people love it after shooting it once~

 

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Favorite songs by Theatre of Tragedy...
And when he falleth
And then he falleth
Venus
A Rose For The Dead
Black as the Devil Paint
Lorelei
Cassandra
The Masqueader and the Pheonix
Velvet Darkness they Fear
Seraphic Deviltry
Ashes and Dreams
~And~
Sweet Art Thou

Avi art this way ~>

Oh my dearest the sweet music in the ear

albeit daresay I the lullaby of an everso dark sleep

My precious likest thou what emergeth yon the distant

the throbbing and breathing of life's machinery

wannion its oh so damndest soul

with the devil instrument it we shall reap

after the banquet obsucr'd in our thole,

its blood so lovingly across our faces smear

Lord of carnagel

Lady of carnagel

One funeral maketh many

swarm god's acres

two indeed more, blest treat of delight

give praise to the blood it bled

grant a rose for the dead

grant a rose for the dead

enraptur'd by the timeless beauty of the shadosphere

we two abide the overlook'd time of the watch

make this cherish'd feast last but until the new dawn acendeth

be still harken the lure of night bale in each its damndest shadow

cloth me in night ne'er fell rue

in its face behold naught save grue

Pray

ne'er come hither daylight

wane to dust the wight

velvet darkness

thee we ourselves bestow

misery into velvet fright

Circa mea pectora multa sunt suspiria

De tua pulchritudine, que me ledunt misere

Venus! - I trow'd thou wast my friend -

Professed to Heaven thou wouldst send;

As a disciple of a villain

Didst thou act the tragedienne.

Amor volat undique, captus est libidine

Venus! - I trow'd thou wast my friend - Professed to Heaven thou wouldst send; As a disciple of a villain

Didst thou act the tragedienne.

Iam amore virginali totus ardeo. Circa mea pectora multa sunt suspiria

De tua pulchritudine, que me ledunt misere. Tui lucent oculi sicut solis radij,

Sicut splendor fulguris, qui lucem donat tenebris.

~Venus, Theatre of Tragedy~