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Enter the tent of the mad magician and feast your eyes on the wonders to be seen. There is more than meets the eye, so don't be fooled dear child, look past his disguise but do be wise. Or it could be your demise...
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Greetings you lost souls who are reading this. I am myself no labels attached. I find myself attracted to just about any hard rock song with heavy guitar rifts or drum solos. I am a huge fan of the guitar hero and kingdom hearts games. I love anime and I've watched a fair few. I love rpg's, I am a fan of pokemon and Harry Potter, I'm proud of it! I know how to play the clarinet, guitar, and keyboard. I usually don't talk much but once I get to know you I can and more than likely will talk your ear off. I come up with the weirdest things to say. My style changes from time to time depending on what my present avatar "idea" is. I do speak my mind if it's needed, I can be a bit arrogant about some topics. I am loyal to my friends, will stand up for them, will talk to them when a talk is needed, I'll even waste my day to make sure others are happy =] I don't mind random comments or messages but please try to sound intelligent. If you do comment or message me I will always visit your profile and read in your about sections. Why? Because you can learn things from other people better than you can on your own. Also it helps to understand people while you talk to them (: I do donate time to time. But often I go overboard and end up giving so much that I'm down to 20k or less. It's a horrid habit, but giving is better than receiving (Or so I think). Sample of my poetry is down blow here in red. Like it? Yay! Don't like? You have no taste >:l
Call me the old new thing; call me the ever living. Sing me my dying tune, my unrythmic melody, my dirge, my lullaby. Scream my name at the top of your lungs, breathe to me your final wish, and bless your hearts for even hearing the mundane beating of this insignificant being's heart.
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Nicknames: Emo rainbow, Ed/Edward, Velvet, Ebony, Bon bon, Shiney, Spirit, Serenity, Morge
My obsessions: Pocky, Anime, Converse, Books, Random icons, and Music!
Dream in life: Learn to sword fight, Go to my first rock concert, Join a band that I get to name, Publish my poetry, Meet Diro Goi in person
Likes: Colorful objects, fantasy novels, muh fwends <3, gaia, anime, manga, paranormal, music, converse shoes, jackets, German Music
Dislikes: Ignorant people, liars, cloudy days, beans, non-interesting manga, my impatience, procrastination!
Worst fear: Being alone (though I still thrive I die)
Favorite color: Purple
Favorite Game System: Play Station
Favorite Game: Breath of Fire 3
Favorite animal: White tiger
Favorite genre of music: Metal, classic rock, techno, The decade formally known as the 80's (Anything that sounds good)
Favorite Bands: Oomph, Metallica, Trans-Siberian Orchestra, Shiny Toy Guns, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Bon Jovi, Duran Duran, Journey, and many more...
Lullaby: Forever or Never by Cinema Bizarre
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Now back to the subject of me here. I help out special needs kids. Those kids are what most people call, retards. It hurts them to hear that term and it hurts me too. I try not to say "That's retarded" or "That's gay" because some of my best friends are retarded or gay. I support Gay Rights, if you've got a problem with that then you have a problem with me. I want to change the world through these eyes of mine. Not just with spoken or typed word.
But with my own handwriting to be published and astound people. I want people to see the being that is me not a sham, not a fool, but the true me. A kind heart and so nice of a person that one day I'll die because I'm so nice. Trust me I know. One day in the future I'll be nice enough to unknowingly give a terrorist a car ride somewhere only to later be killed. Yeah I know, terrible right? But call me a fool, others do. But I'm here to listen and enjoy the time that I have. I hope you've enjoyed your time reading. Feel free to message me.
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See my wishlist <3

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Omg I have fans! No seriously I've gotten this close circle of friends and friend's family to adore me :3
Fans: 52 Fan girls: 37 Fan boys: 15
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By the way... I have a deviant art account! Would you like to see my work? Just Click Here
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Now for something completely different! 8D
I am now on this epic quest that is seen on my profile. I mean just look at it! Do you see how long that list is?? I'll be here forever trying to get those items and then try to get new ones too! It is a vicious cycle my friends, but at least help me along the way? If I get a few high priced items out of the way I could help you out some time! Continuing on the subject of myself~

I hate talking about myself. I think it is selfish to talk about oneself and only oneself. But sometimes it is a must I suppose. I do enjoy enlightening people of unknown facts to their knowledge. Like did you know that if your handwriting slants upward you have a positive mind and if you write downward you are negative? Bet you didn't know ;D As one can tell I enjoy using emoticons occasionally. This is because I am more of a expressionistic person and must use some little pictures/very descriptive words. Bored yet?
Well at least I can keep on a conversation if I wished. One time I replied to one friend's messages all in nursery rhymes so be careful of what time you catch me for I can be very aggravating answering in poems or rhyme.
Though I dislike talking about myself I actually enjoy typing this. Eh anyhow, I think I will continue on about my likes and dislikes.

I like flowers. So send me some <3 My favorites are roses. Roses of any color. Did you know that colors of flowers and flowers themselves have meanings? Red roses mean love. I used to be really interested in animals. I now know why I don't like them like the little eight-year-old I used be did. I grew up. I lost most of my interest in animals. I do still like a few. Large cats, bats, owls, ravens, crows, spiders and wolves. If there is one thing people least expect me to be into it would be collect porcelain dolls. I think it is the dead appearance in the doll's faces or the really frilly or unique clothing that come with them. I really have no clue as to what started it.
I like color. I like the lack or color. Orange juice gets me drunk. I hate alcohol. Drugs are for idiots. I argue about things that are interests. I don't like our president. I am a dog person that prefers cats. I like tattoos. Doctors scare me. Needles scare me even more. Being alone is my worst fear. I like pain, it tickles. I am VERY ticklish. I am in a marching band. I have a brain that will take me places, but my interests won't get me anywhere in life, they would have no stable income.
I have a fear of clowns. I live in a place that I hate. I love my grandparents more than my own parents. My friends are better company than most of my family. Poetry and music is my release. Manga isn't printed backwards, Americans just don't know the format. Windows Vista sucks. I don't like the taste of meat but I can't be a vegetarian. Beans make me sick. I love fruit. Lemons are one molecule short of poisonous. I have a guilty pleasure of tekteking avatars that I will never reach nor really want.
Marching band isn't for geeks, there are football players that can blow just as good. I make sick jokes some time. I know German.
Ich liebe dich <3
Do you know what I said? More than likely yes. Rammstein and Oomph are great German bands. Look 'em up or epic fail. If fail do it epically. I like fragment sentences. I am nocturnal. So what if I'm a vampire? And no I don't ******** sparkle. Real vamps don't need glitter to be awesome. Read Anne Rice's vampire series then you know vampires. As you can tell I am VERY opinionated. Am I old or am I young? Can you tell?
I doubt it <3

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Name: Jessica
Birth date: October 20th
Birthplace: Nowhere, Florida
Current Location: Somewhere, Florida
Eye Color: Blue
Height: 5'7''
Hair color: Redish brown
Weight: Somewhere in the upper 100's I think
Piercings: One in each ear
Tattoos: not yet
Overused Phrase: Howreish yew?


My favorites
Food: Anything that tastes good
Candy: Chocolate Pocky <33
Number: 20
Color: Purple/Black/Blue/Red
Animal: Badger/White tiger
Drink: Orange Juice <3
Letter: J
Liking of sex: I'm not picky ;D
My Bedtime: Whenever my eyelids shut
Most Missed Memory: ENGLAND!
Best physical feature: Eyes
First Thought waking Up: Damnit...
Goal for this year: Get most of my wish list out of the way
closest best friend: Well...
Siblings: I'm an only child, no competition
Lover: who needs to know?
Weakness: I'd say love
Fears: Being alone, doctors, needles, clowns
Heritage: Heinz 57 my friend ;D


HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Yes
Ever Smoked: Second hand
Pot: Hell the ******** no
Ever been drunk: Close
Ever beaten someone up: Tempted


IN A GUY/GIRL:
Favorite Eye Color: Blue/Green
Favorite Hair Color: Red heads >w<;;
Short or Long: Don't care as long as its pretty T^T
Height: Little taller than me is fine
Style: Their own
Looks or Personality: Personality
Hot or Cute hot: In my eyes it doesn't matter
Alcohol: Not too much
Muscular or Really Skinny: In the middle is fine with me


Random-
Number of Regrets in the Past: Whole dump truck or two
What country do you want to Visit: Japan and go back to England <3
How do you want to die: Naturally
Been to the Mall Lately: Its been a few weeks
Do you like Thunderstorms: ******** yeah ;D
Get along with your Parents: Not really
Do you think your Attractive: Nope
Believe in yourself: Sometimes
Want to go to College: No brainer, of course!
Shower Daily: YES!
Been in Love: I thought I was
Do you Sing: Yes
Want to get married: Eventually... maybe
Do you want Children: Not really
Have your future kids names planned out: Oktober/Xander
Hate anyone: I don't hate, I dislike

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Okay so most of you should get the idea I'm not an average person nor am I totally boring. A few people here were amazed to later find out my age. Apparently I speak as if I am older than I really am. Guess my age, I'll laugh every time I bet. Between my age being a shocker, another thing that surprises many people is my interests. I'm not into the media, new fashion, celebrities and the top billboard charts of today. I could care less about all of that. I'm more interested in the otherworldly, morbid, electric, unique spectrum of things.
To point out what I mean is I'm heavily into the supernatural. However I am not superstitious. I don't care if a black cat crosses my path, I'll just try to pet it. I walk under book store ladders all the time and I've broken many mirrors by dropping them and I haven't had any bad luck other than getting glass caught in my feet from the mirrors. What I mean by supernatural is I do believe in life after death, ghosts, werewolves, vampires and even the loch ness monster. I'm guessing you are know thinking I've must be out of my mind, which might be half way correct.
I begin to wonder if anyone has even read my profile to this point or just did a quick glance over of the words and didn't even take the time to read. But if anyone did I really appreciate you taking the time to get to understand me <3
As seen above and all around this profile it is plain to see I am opinionated, a bit too intelligent and lack common sense. I must tell you though, I'm not the best speller in the world. I have a handy-dandy spell checker that does all the correcting for me; unlike some of the people in the forums >.<
I've got a question. Do teachers still teach grammar and spelling in school? I wonder this since most of the posts I read in the forums or anywhere here it always looks like it is not.

I've got more things I could go on about but I don't really know what else to say since I typed up most of it long ago. I suppose I could list my favorite songs... But then that would make my playlist useless! What a prediciment I've gotten myself in... I suppose I could always rant here... But then that wouldn't be to useful now would it? Oh dear there I go talking to myself again... I do this way to often. I remember reading somewhere that said talking to oneself is the first stage of several mental disorders. I wonder which one I've got 8D
What a joy it has been talking to all of you from my about me section. Please if you have any questions just ask me. Drop me a private message or comment. If you want to suggest more material to go here let me know!

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TearsAndWishes Report | 10/18/2010 8:26 am
TearsAndWishes
Lol Thanx smile
TearsAndWishes Report | 10/16/2010 10:18 am
TearsAndWishes
smile Your welcome!
TearsAndWishes Report | 10/15/2010 9:24 am
TearsAndWishes
Nice Avi wink
Edward_Elric1994 Report | 08/15/2010 4:10 pm
Edward_Elric1994
Haha very funny Jess. I told you I'd get around to it <.<
Sacrimony Report | 08/15/2010 12:19 pm
Sacrimony
Haha, thanks. x]
I like yours, too<3
Sacrimony Report | 08/14/2010 10:26 pm
Sacrimony
Thank you.<3

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