You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when. You can only decide how you're going to live. Now.every time i feel i have something good and great in my life it kinda seems to disappear after awhile. some say confidence comes easily and naturally for some, for many others it seems impossible i cant really say what I'm gonna do when i get older or how my life really is gonna turn out. i mean so far its been really good but has had its up and downs . I really hate people who tell you things that are fake ,i mean i ask my self this one simple question every day "will every thing i ever wanted come true" i think time will only tell or maybe time will never tell. Iv had a lot of great friends in my time also some that disappeared that i really miss.all i can really say is stay true to your friends and let them no how you feel.alot of people say never give up , i think thier are just some things you have to give up to go on.