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My life. Its something I don't value as much as I should. There's nights where I lay in bed wondering if I'll see the next day, and pray I won't. But something, someone very easily changed that for me. He's my boyfriend, my best friend. The one I can tell anything. Who will often be the shoulder I cry on. To my Jasper, I love you with all my heart. But he'll have to fight to keep my heart, it doesn't like to be tied down because it gives someone the abitlity to break it. I always try to think of the perfect definition for love. This is the only thing I could think of. Love- Giving someone the ability to break your heart, but trusting them enough not too. The only thins I can rely on these days is two thing: My Jasper and my music. my Music: Another part of my life, that will always be there. The only other thing in my life thats heard all the stories, seen all the tears, and contained all the sweet lyrics I let flow from my heart through my veins. Something in me always long for more. More freedom, more strength. The ability to see where this all ends. But now I realize, I have what I need right now right in front of me. Just need to trust my self enough to take that step. Luckly I have my heart in the right place to leave behind those from my past to met the people of my future. I can only hope my future contains my best friend standing next to me while I finally succeed at what I love. But all at thesame time, never missing one of life's greatest adventure along the way.

"Don't Fall for Someone Whos Not Willing to Catch You . ."

HEy everyone thats the depressing part of my profile Lol. I'm just a regular teen. I love music and acting. and drum roll . . . I'm goth. Yes. I'm dying my pin straight hair black! I'm just a little rebel can't control myself half the time, but i'm still a good kid. I know when I'm steeping out of line and I pull myself back. I only hope I can be rolemodel to other kids to show they can express themselves no matter how weird they have to dress to do that/

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mandmlover1972

Report | 06/22/2009 11:53 am

mandmlover1972

how are you doing these days?Heidi
islandlilygirl

Report | 05/27/2009 6:35 pm

islandlilygirl

nO PROB!!! Just, thought that you should know.
islandlilygirl

Report | 05/26/2009 7:22 pm

islandlilygirl

Hi! JUst to let you know... Alyson_Stoner93 is a complete fake!!! She got her pics out of photobucket.
Plus, the real Alyson Stoner is: Alyson_luvs_ya. She called me for proof! All of Alyson Stoner's Celeb friends are fake...no matter what. Here are the real celebrities:
Alyson Stoner: Alyson_luvs_ya
Selena GOmez + Demi Lovato(shared account): xXSel_DemiXx
Selena Gomez: -xo-selena_gomez-ox
Demi Lovato: xo-demi_lovato-ox
taylor Swift: Taylor_Allison_Swift (She only spelled her name with 2 L's because, Taylor_Alison_Swift was already taken.
Kristen Stewart: Official_KristenStewart
Lauren Cyrus(Amazing site model) : lalauren_x3
Miley Cyrus: XOSmiley_MileyOX
Miranda Cosgrove: RealMirandaC

Glad to let ya know! heart
mandmlover1972

Report | 05/05/2009 5:37 pm

mandmlover1972

The 2 and a half men show cracks me up.Hope your doing good.Heidi
Demi_Lovato92

Report | 04/20/2009 2:43 pm

Demi_Lovato92

no but i think i'm going to quit,i'm not sure C;?
xNileyLovex

Report | 04/18/2009 7:04 am

xNileyLovex

this b***h jessica is starting bets and gets everyone else in trouble for it when she loses the bets!I hot guy-cameron!Oh-for the oats we have to sit in the freezing cold-underground lunch room and we can't have water for 3 hours!I explained how I need water because of my medical problems,but they said they can't just bend the rules for me!Retards!I could get hurt and they don't care!As long as I get 100% on my oats nothing else matters!
xNileyLovex

Report | 04/17/2009 1:19 pm

xNileyLovex

thnx feel free 2 steal
xNileyLovex

Report | 04/17/2009 1:17 pm

xNileyLovex

yea.i talk 2 92 too,dont worry.
xNileyLovex

Report | 04/17/2009 1:07 pm

xNileyLovex

found what?
xNileyLovex

Report | 04/17/2009 1:05 pm

xNileyLovex

Demiluvsu is the real Demi all the real celebs on The Disney Family said that's the real Demi and Selena doesn't have an account!!!!

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