You know I was the only person that really cared about you, I was the only one that would talk to you about your education, your future and you went and did what you did, grow some balls. Be a man. Theres no getting thru to you. U shat on the only person that really cared. Now I dnt care. This is it. I'll have my say, just you wait.
Good bye, cheater. Feather a cheater, that's all you'll ever a mount to. wink shame, shame you won't change and you won't apologise. If you'd just admitted and have better communication skills, well your only fifteen, well, things could have been different. That's what's I'm sorry about, I'll love you in the image of the person you portrayed to be, but not what've you've showed yourself up to be. If only - it been different, but by what I've said on here I've only faced you with home truths, and it's not fair that you should have had to - nvm
What we had was nice, and all things lovely, you know you cocked up, but all i wanted was to help. See this as a life lesson. And it's never to late btw never to late to make the differences
ahhhh i know wat it means, i asked nat, bs = bull s**t, well idk wat bull s**t you been hearing but i been hearing plently, i think its a a case of every fish under the sun has had their contribution to our break-up
unless u on about the bull s**t tht u cheated on me wiv jade? - ahhh, just clicked, so thts the bull s**t u on about,
well well well wats wiv getting people to gang on me them? HUH!? matty - jaden - chloe, either tht or u sed something to ur friends and now they doing/saying stuff
aiden i want to deal with this here nd now lets leave behind, i've been hearing alsorts, like u cheated on me the day afta i met u at maccies - i was told this by ... and thn the 'we need to tlk' confirmed it - just like you've been hearing alsorts, U KNOW WAT I SAID YOU HEARD ME IN FORM - cus tht day u changed ur pass in form time , and the fcat tht u didnt turn round and deny it confirmed my idea's and assumptions from wat i heard
even the lads sed u and jade were always there together, whn out an bout, so wat if u went to her for sex
their were meny reasons why i spoke the ever-regretting words 'aiden, ur dumped' some are the following above
but im sorry tht this spun out of control, i feel bad bout my name across ur bedroom wall, wat did u do? replace it wiv jade, cross it out? my stomach fills up with remorse
u sed it yourself, the time whn u sed to me u hate it whn ur little sister jumps to conclusions and [strike] [/strike]
wat have you done wiv the ring? the card? my mum thru the card away from seeing me hurt, i broke the necklace and ripped the drawing and [strike] [/strike]
but i still stand by wat i sed u was seeing tht jade in the last week we was together and u felt u had to tell me - and wat people had been saying confirmed this
why do u think i was questioning about syd? where'd u been? wat've you done? - someone at the very beginging gave me an anomous tip bout ur group, and my friends told me the history
aiden all i wanted was for us to be toegether foreva, i wntd 2 help u wiv u english, i wntd to get a car and tke ur little sister shopping, i wntd to go to the park wiv callum and you, i wntd to see u do well at school and get a good job, i wntd to c u b a genius, i wntd to show u my side of life - but i never got the chance for any of these things, and i crnt deny feather u will always b in my heart
but i guess wat i sent back to you in tht text mesge must of mad u think this in my reply - im innocent, anit bull s**t its the truth - (stop trying to profess ur innocence aiden, ur not the person i thaught u was, who u pretended to be - not my words but r they true?)
aiden i'd wait for you, i'd wait ten years, i'd wait untill u c wat i meant by caring bout education and ur outlook on life, ur background and the set of rules - but the truth is i dnt think you'll ever change, you've been moulded like this, thts y i tried to drum education into u, but u wasnt having any of it > atm ur ruled and thinking wiv ur third leg, if ur ruled by ur thrid leg then we defo wasnt meant to be together, i tried and thn i got wat ppl were saying and i knew we was gonna come to an end - i tried to rebell aganist it, and believe me I DID! i wud like to try wiv u again, but not how u r atm, mayb u shud grow up first (i dnt mean this nastly, cus i need to grow up too) and if, just if u c wat i mean.
i tried to make u see - but feather, [i]i'd promised [/i] and u know the meaning
so many times, i've tried to shut the door, and pull them cob-webd strings away - mayb wat movies say it true im not over you or i havent moved on (i think u have wiv jade, it's weird i tke a strange comfort in tht, knowing ur happy) or mayb its time mayb it'll b ten years and mayb it'll b to late idk
but at the end of the day, i have stopped say the jade thing a long time ago - i promise not to say anythi
you and me have gotta shut our traps, lets not get other people involved, so shut ur trap. and you know how blunt i am, so u know imnot being horrible.
i know ur jelous of my new mobile phone - becus u told someone i was stuck up and a snob becus of it, thy came and told me!
how dare you say to ur friends, tht i sent u a threat on FB! calling you spineless you fuking lair! u was called spineless over the phone and u know full well why!
anomous source told me too, tht the tuesday afta the mondai i met u @ maccies you shagged jade!
and we both know ur with jade, its obvious at school, and FB i sore some convo's like, u saying 'ly (L)' or 'all i wanna do is kiss and hug you right now, it'd make me happy' - so correction ur the liar!
any more of ur crap and ur friends and i - well you get the point
this is the side of me voting HATE - and i think we are both in favour of HATE
okai i might have mixed feelings, but random word of the day: wow i just sore a pink elephant fly past! whn we got to together it was the wrong time, i shouldv'e waited to find out more about you, but you was my first serioius boyfriend, mayb whn we r a lot older and forces pushing us away r gone we possibly... and i know you hate me, i soer john talking to you in maths whn you said to him tht you hate me. fair. cus i hate you to. but seriously tht jade, shes so ******** guilty i tht i know, watve youve done, she carnt even look at me or my mother in the morning whn i walk in with them. but seriously get ur mates in involved like syd and dyaln and jade and get them to gang up on me, it pathetic and then i'll draw the guns out. ohhhh and an anomous tip told you you was busy shagging jade on parents evening, and you cudn't get a boner becus u had to much energy drink. only reason why i havent killed you yet is becus tht speaks volumes to ppl around us. and wat ppl c is. but seriously getting syd to get her to gang matty up on me in history is really pathetic! LOL getting them to say things like annamae is my spy for jade or something, it'll give it to you thts a good idea, and im gonna use it now!! cheers! but then it hit it, ur relatiponship wiv jade, lol i shud have made you watch the film REBOUND. tht one thing you have with jade @ the moment (cough, cough S.E.X) won't b enough after a while. but i get a strange comfort knowing ur happy with jade, idk why, i keep thinking i shud wnt to kill both of you, but wat i thaught isnt happening... gah oh well, wat im saying is it drops here right now, all the rumours and everything, YOU stop bringing up the past and getting other people involved or you'll find trouble for yourself. or mayb even group mediation.
i thaught honestly tht the last time i wrote on ur wall was the last event to happen, but i was wrong we'll see how things plan out, and if you dont stop - GM
like i said i REALLY HATE YOU & still love you...
but @ the end of the day, i carnt deny this feeling: feather and sorry
you i have two very different feelings towards you: love & hate. but i wonder is jade just your shag buddy? i think so. u shud learn to keep it in ur pants, just like ur father, what wud ur mother say? humph. one part of me wants to kill you, beat the living day light out of you and sometimes day dream about ways of doing it, but another part of me says if he happier wiv jade than he was with me, thn let it go, no matter the pain; sometimes i wish i was back with you. im tworn betwen yes and no.
but you seem happier with jade, so let it be. and john told me bout parents evening how you was @ jades and you couldn't get a boner cus you'd had to much engery drink, and as soon as you got one jade jumped you without protection, but strangley i laff, idk y but its PMSL ?!
howeva, there will always b feather in my heart, no matterwat
so i guess now all theres to say is good-bye, but this time foreva. p.s look afta ur sister 4 me,
you know what, theres no possible way that i could love you any more, NO STRINGS ATTACHED. today proved it all, inform you didn't turn around and deny anything tht i was saying about you, cus its true. even whn johnwas tlking to you earlier you didn't deny it - but jade did - john told me your at syds house in her bedroom shagging jade. well well, well done. you got where you wanted to be. you'll become the next sperm doner. your probably gonna do to everygirl you come across what ur dad did to ur mom. good. parents evening proved it all too - people who care are there - ur mom wasn't there, she obviously doesnt give a s**t bout ur future and life. and the biggest laffof all the love tht u think u have for jade is all on ur part! dip s**t! i'd seen al the convo's on FB evn whn we was goin out i sore and i know you changed ur password today at 9 AM. well good you and jade can have each other s**t to s**t, loook where you both come from and what you'd rather be doing, go ahead and do it - and life's path is on a better journey than yours and where you want to go - all the teacher said how fantastic i was. ohh and jade isn't into you, ever noticed how every girlfriend you've had has finished you? and from now on, i'll feather HATE your guts, go to hell and go fukin rot in there!! even when i'd told everyone, they sed wat a b*****d you are, and what a slag u are, besides i was always too good looking for you, i have the: look
you know you should have taken performing arts, because you did a dam well good job of acting like you loved me and then you don't or is this just stuborn man's pride, where you have to act like this? but who r u going to tlk to babes? r u gonna tlk to ur mum? who going to help you get thru this? i have my mum, my sister my dad all my family. but whn ur own on ur own having a quiet moment you'll realise, whats you've lost. and ur probably out this Syd. just goes to show u can send someone a valentines card and all of a sudden of all different.
u broke your promise.. to not tell, and you did - i know u sed to ur friends tht we did it in a bush and apparently ur face was serious, so i told Mrs G as soon as i heard to rumour and she on patrol with Redo
whn u sed 'its better said face to face' i knew it was either option a or b
a) you wanted to dump me - or
b) your friends, had presssure on u, becus spending time with them and me, and our different friends didnt always get on - like we met in winter nows it summer and everyone is out again
teenagers are allowed to be moody, we was both moody and as u already know I was PMSing and you're on tht teenage moody state - which is fair becus everyone is
i think your reealing from this break-up, and im sorry if i have hurt you, as soon as i spoke the words from my mouth, whn we wnt to go get annamaes stuff for the sleepova tht night i wanted to run out of the car, run to you, hug you and apologise - but i was too shocked tht i'd sed wat i'd sed and honestly seriously i thaught you'd b the one braking up with me - so whn you sed wat u did - my mum and annamae told me to get in there first
hope your fine - u probs are cus u wanted you break up, i think it was more acase of option A) u wanted to dump me - best wishes for the future, hope you move on okai, and im sorri
but if u start spreading s**t at school, things will turn out nasty - i can guarante you that!
but ur were my first love, there'll always b a place in my heart for you - howeva im not a door mat
kids - i wonder what your sister said?
and i think you still have feelings for Sydney, i dreamt last night that u sent me a text saying sorry and we met at boutham park, but Syd was still there and she went for he instead of me - but strangley i wasnt annoyed, just hurt i'll admit it. then i was glad you'd found someone and you was okay
You know, mayb it was just a little falling out, that got blown out of proportion. But u seemed fine today at school - like our brake-up hadn't affected you at all (i told my mum and she says your a heartless b*****d)
But then i think, you defo was going to break-up with me whn u sed the words 'It's said face to face' that was obvious, but then u today u never said anything to me - which makes me think you had nufink to say, becus all u had to say was tht ur going to break-up with me. But you wat my mum sed, she said if you're going to say something nasty to someone at school u shudn't obviously. and i came to the conclusion tht u wanted to tell me at school to make a scene out of it and you knew i wudnt react. and i think ur friends had an influence on our break-up like my mum defo did - i can admit tht, oh and dont you dare spread s**t at school about what my mum sed on the phone to you - she said have the backbone - not tht ur spineless - get ur facts right - and then it struck me why ur friends didnt want us out and why u didnt wnt me, it was becus we met in winter time whn no-one was out and u wntd a place to go, so u came to mine. oh and u better watch ur back and wat ur friends say because i know people who tell me everything - and you know how annamae and jade walk to school together well they tell each other everything and i told annamae not to tell jade anything but to find out everything everything she cud from jade bout you - and i know wat u was doing, where you was and how our break-up didnt seem to affect you - (my turn) u heartless b*****d u used me ur just like your farther.
and to think i was teering up in form time this morning - but not matter what, always feather.
our relationship was like a modern day version of romeo & juliet
i riped up the picture i drew of us, i broke the necklace from you and left the card - to remember a time whn it was good
now i want ot know where my ring is tht i gave u, the one tht used to b around ur neck
im sorry i ended it, but mate seriously get some ambition, let us both grow up a little first (cus this break-up was abit childish on both parts to b fair) i hope i havent hurt you - and mayb we cud get back together
but i know by the time you read this it'll b too late, and you'll hate me - you have no idea of the regrets
doing this is my way of getting through it
the first day was hard at school, but im over the first stepping stone and feel alot better - thanks for all the good times we shared together - feather
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Good bye, cheater. Feather a cheater, that's all you'll ever a mount to. wink shame, shame you won't change and you won't apologise. If you'd just admitted and have better communication skills, well your only fifteen, well, things could have been different. That's what's I'm sorry about, I'll love you in the image of the person you portrayed to be, but not what've you've showed yourself up to be. If only - it been different, but by what I've said on here I've only faced you with home truths, and it's not fair that you should have had to - nvm
What we had was nice, and all things lovely, you know you cocked up, but all i wanted was to help. See this as a life lesson. And it's never to late btw never to late to make the differences
you and me have gotta shut our traps, lets not get other people involved, so shut ur trap. and you know how blunt i am, so u know imnot being horrible.
i know ur jelous of my new mobile phone - becus u told someone i was stuck up and a snob becus of it, thy came and told me!
how dare you say to ur friends, tht i sent u a threat on FB! calling you spineless you fuking lair! u was called spineless over the phone and u know full well why!
anomous source told me too, tht the tuesday afta the mondai i met u @ maccies you shagged jade!
and we both know ur with jade, its obvious at school, and FB i sore some convo's like, u saying 'ly (L)' or 'all i wanna do is kiss and hug you right now, it'd make me happy' - so correction ur the liar!
any more of ur crap and ur friends and i - well you get the point
this is the side of me voting HATE - and i think we are both in favour of HATE
BUT... sorry feather
i thaught honestly tht the last time i wrote on ur wall was the last event to happen, but i was wrong we'll see how things plan out, and if you dont stop - GM
like i said i REALLY HATE YOU & still love you...
but @ the end of the day, i carnt deny this feeling: feather and sorry
amzing how somthing small can spiral into this
but you seem happier with jade, so let it be. and john told me bout parents evening how you was @ jades and you couldn't get a boner cus you'd had to much engery drink, and as soon as you got one jade jumped you without protection, but strangley i laff, idk y but its PMSL ?!
howeva, there will always b feather in my heart, no matterwat
so i guess now all theres to say is good-bye, but this time foreva. p.s look afta ur sister 4 me,
Heyy superman
sleep well
yes i would love to b ur mrs
-wraps covers around you-
(K)
mwah
feather
u broke your promise.. to not tell, and you did - i know u sed to ur friends tht we did it in a bush and apparently ur face was serious, so i told Mrs G as soon as i heard to rumour and she on patrol with Redo
whn u sed 'its better said face to face' i knew it was either option a or b
a) you wanted to dump me - or
b) your friends, had presssure on u, becus spending time with them and me, and our different friends didnt always get on - like we met in winter nows it summer and everyone is out again
teenagers are allowed to be moody, we was both moody and as u already know I was PMSing and you're on tht teenage moody state - which is fair becus everyone is
i think your reealing from this break-up, and im sorry if i have hurt you, as soon as i spoke the words from my mouth, whn we wnt to go get annamaes stuff for the sleepova tht night i wanted to run out of the car, run to you, hug you and apologise - but i was too shocked tht i'd sed wat i'd sed and honestly seriously i thaught you'd b the one braking up with me - so whn you sed wat u did - my mum and annamae told me to get in there first
hope your fine - u probs are cus u wanted you break up, i think it was more acase of option A) u wanted to dump me - best wishes for the future, hope you move on okai, and im sorri
but if u start spreading s**t at school, things will turn out nasty - i can guarante you that!
but ur were my first love, there'll always b a place in my heart for you - howeva im not a door mat
kids - i wonder what your sister said?
and i think you still have feelings for Sydney, i dreamt last night that u sent me a text saying sorry and we met at boutham park, but Syd was still there and she went for he instead of me - but strangley i wasnt annoyed, just hurt i'll admit it. then i was glad you'd found someone and you was okay
But then i think, you defo was going to break-up with me whn u sed the words 'It's said face to face' that was obvious, but then u today u never said anything to me - which makes me think you had nufink to say, becus all u had to say was tht ur going to break-up with me. But you wat my mum sed, she said if you're going to say something nasty to someone at school u shudn't obviously. and i came to the conclusion tht u wanted to tell me at school to make a scene out of it and you knew i wudnt react. and i think ur friends had an influence on our break-up like my mum defo did - i can admit tht, oh and dont you dare spread s**t at school about what my mum sed on the phone to you - she said have the backbone - not tht ur spineless - get ur facts right - and then it struck me why ur friends didnt want us out and why u didnt wnt me, it was becus we met in winter time whn no-one was out and u wntd a place to go, so u came to mine. oh and u better watch ur back and wat ur friends say because i know people who tell me everything - and you know how annamae and jade walk to school together well they tell each other everything and i told annamae not to tell jade anything but to find out everything everything she cud from jade bout you - and i know wat u was doing, where you was and how our break-up didnt seem to affect you - (my turn) u heartless b*****d u used me ur just like your farther.
and to think i was teering up in form time this morning - but not matter what, always feather.
our relationship was like a modern day version of romeo & juliet
i riped up the picture i drew of us, i broke the necklace from you and left the card - to remember a time whn it was good
now i want ot know where my ring is tht i gave u, the one tht used to b around ur neck
im sorry i ended it, but mate seriously get some ambition, let us both grow up a little first (cus this break-up was abit childish on both parts to b fair) i hope i havent hurt you - and mayb we cud get back together
but i know by the time you read this it'll b too late, and you'll hate me - you have no idea of the regrets
doing this is my way of getting through it
the first day was hard at school, but im over the first stepping stone and feel alot better - thanks for all the good times we shared together - feather