my fight is over. now all i can do is wait until i fade away. its what i deserve for hurting her, i dont deserve any love from any1. ive stopped looking for love completely when i realized i hurt her. it makes me feel like a criminal in a way. i mightve finally won but...nothing changed, im still called a demon and is hated. i wish i could go back in the past...and tell myself to not do what i did...i had the most perfect gf...and i gave her up...
im sorry...but...this is something that i cant let slide. i promised those 2...that id avenge them...even if i died from it, i loved those 2 that much, im willing to throw away my life just for them. please understand...i wouldve just left this all alone but...i never go back on my word. i cant let him hurt more people out there. please tell her to not grieve over me, she doesnt even know me that well, if she doesnt remember correctly...she got hurt because of me, she should hate me for it, i never intended on hurting her, she was a good person. i have to take him out before the poison in my head kills me and makes me go insane again, i have to do this all before that happens again, at the least, i have to die, i refuse to hurt more people out there, this world has too many innocent people in it. your sis is a really good person...i felt so lucky when i had her. i actually felt like some1 loved me or cared for me around that time, but right now im alone, this is the perfect chance to do all this.
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