Last Login: 01/30/2011 10:11 am
Registered: 10/18/2006
Gender: Female
Love is pain pain that people cant just get rid of sadly enough because sometimes the person you are in love with isnt the right one.......... my life is pain my love is pain my well being is just pain a pain i cant get rid of i love him i know that but i dont know why im tired of that! not knowing...not knowing whats gonna happen to me tommrow not knowing whats gonna happen next year god has all the answers not fair im loseing my sanity in this place its like my own personal prison sell my life is pain ive went through that before so im moving on why oh why does he torture me so why is it that i see him when ever i close my eyes when i sleep when i eat and even when im not with him he haunts me in my dreams in my day dreams and even in....MY LIFE! he is killing me taking my soul and barrying it so deep in the ground that i could only dream of freedom.... freedom of HIM! im a odd person ive been told before but i know hes there i know it he leaves me but then he comes back instantly just to bug me to make me mad he feeds off my emotion he is a ghost and i am the one that he haunts my pain is his pleasure his happyness his every thing but i feel his pain to its like he gives me pain yet i give him the pleasure he is always there always in the dark waiting for me to loose my mind but he musnt wait no more ive already been rid of my pride i cant even get out of bed and ive wayed more than i ever could my life has turned from happyness to pain hes there always there under my bed or even in my closet hes not going anyware he repeats so many times its burnt into my head once i was a happy girl with brown hair and alot of friends but now i cant even get out of my house like i said before my own personal prison sell dont i sound happy? dont i sound like i could get out of my prison sell and beat him and show him his place and that he isnt welcomed here!?!? WELL THAT TIME IS NOW!!!!!!! im am not going to stand for this any more and im going to do something thats gonna make him think twice about haunting me he will wish he wasnt even forced to be here he will be GONE! i will be rid of him he will take my love away from me so i dont have to see him EVER again oh yes it will be a victory for me i could just imagine his reaction when he sees me walking out of all of this "love" what love is there i can feel it but i dont see it he does nothing but sit there and complain about life it isnt fair if i was as skinny as he was i would make sure i would do anything ah but he doesnt care hes only here to taunt me! to make me feel so low to make me feel like a ghost oh but that shall not happen i beg to differ my dearest friends as soon as he comes back he will be gone all that will be rest of him is his soul oh yes i will get all my things back when he will be stuck here haunting this place for eternity only thing left of him in my mind is just a bad relationship you simply cant have a relation ship with a ghost dear all they will do is haunt you!
I Drawed it for Grandmaster456 ^-^
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