God damn it, Chris. Where are you?
I know we stopped speaking and parted ways on terrible terms,
and I understand that was probably mostly my fault.
I was selfish and I didn't realize what I was throwing away.
We were such good friends and for so many years at that.
You were one of the only I still had around here.
I let something stupid come between our friendship and even though I was an a*****e,
you still tried to keep it from perishing. But in the end I made the decision that destroyed everything.
You were upset and said a few hurtful things, but honestly when I look back, I probably deserved every word of it.
Basically, what I'm trying to say is that I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for the way I treated you, I'm sorry for pushing you away, and I'm sorry for throwing away a perfectly good friend.
You don't have to forgive me, but as I matured I knew there were a few things in my past I needed to get off my chest and rectify.
Although it's been almost a year since you've logged on, you probably won't even receive this.
Still I hope that this reaches you somehow and that you know my apology is sincere.
******** YOU b***h a** ****** FOR LEAVING ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! screamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscream
Hey, thanks so much. Yeah, I barely go on here so I may have to move on someday as well.
Is there a way we could still contact each other?
Take care *hugs*
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