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lions_heart202

Report | 08/02/2008 4:57 pm

lions_heart202

hello i am dark link and well.....why dont u really look like midna?
soap mac taviish

Report | 07/26/2008 10:54 pm

soap mac taviish

DUDE I LOVE UR USERNAME!!!!!
Midna Of The Twilight_2

Report | 06/13/2008 2:23 am

Midna Of The Twilight_2

hey! lol our names are similar!
ruth4d121945

Report | 01/19/2008 2:42 am

ruth4d121945

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Shplow

Report | 12/30/2007 9:46 pm

Shplow

I know as much about you as you know about me. Think about that when you reply with your, "You don't know me!"



I'm not who you remember. I'm not the poor little Ryan you knew, I am a vile, ******** up, d**k headed and charming devil, and GOD DAMN do I love it! You still think I'm trying to win you back, or whatever delusional fantasy you have cooked up in that creative mind of yours. Don't flatter yourself. I stopped giving a s**t what you thought. A long long time ago. I wanted answers though. God I wanted those answers, dangling from your fingertips just out of my reach. Now that I have what I wanted all along I can leave now. Nothing left for me here but boring repetitive arguments. "You are pathetic!" "You ruined Ellen's life!" "You don't know anything about me!" "You and your friends know nothing!" C'mon, tell me something new.



I don't care who's more manly than me. I cried during A Walk To Remember, I watch What Not To Wear, I watch HGTV and TLC and I like guys. On top of that I wear my hair in pigtails. I'm more woman than man and I'm not the least bit ashamed, I love who I am. I don't feel pain anymore and almost everyone loves me. You'll never know how good it is to be me. Pity...
Shplow

Report | 12/30/2007 7:24 am

Shplow

Just listened to Mushroomhead's song, 'Never Let It Go', reminds me of me. Even if I know I need to stop I can't.

Thanks for the honesty. What do you mean by, "you never trusted me."? When we were together you were everything to me, I thought about you everyday, waited to talk to you each night, hoped for the day when I'd see you again, there wasn't anybody I trusted more. What makes you think I didn't trust you? It wasn't until months of wondering what I did wrong later that I got paranoid and easily swayed by others. If they had said something in may I would have told them to shut their face and completely forget what they said. By the time our big ol' dramafest happened I was paranoid, breaking up, wondering what I did that was so wrong that you stopped talking to me for. I wanted an answer and, as painful, crazy and wrong as it was, somebody gave me one. I cried myself to sleep each night for two weeks after you broke up with me, not because I was lonely, not because I was sad(I knew that if you weren't happy with me, I was happy that you were happy without me), nope I cried because I didn't know what I did wrong. Had a big period of depression in July. 20 employers turned me down, still didn't know what was wrong and on top of that you stopped talking to me without a reason. Poof. Gone without a trace. Never answered my mail, never said hi, never even said bye. You keep going on about how I ruined guys for you, trust me, you hurt me more than I hurt you. Do you know what it's like to pour your soul into someone and they turn around and say, "******** you, I'm outta here."? Looking back, I'm sorry I apologized so much for everything. Why should I have? Did YOU ever apologize for hurting me? Never.

Listen, stop being all, "I'm never gonna do hibbidy hum again! You ruined guys! Boo hoo hoo!" You're being more dramatic than me, which is an amazing accomplishment. Drop the cold hearted act too, you can't fool me. You may have changed a hella lot but you are still built on the same base.

I WISH Mike would go out with me, sadly he is neither gay nor single, so I'm outta luck. Whatever, his hair is too gross anyway. I'm completely open now. My family knows, my friends know, when people ask me I tell them I'm anysexual, I like every gender, race, religion and I ignore physical handicaps. More of a chance of finding the person for me, you know? I went to the mall with Kayleigh, Kayla and her cousin Paige, I looked for dresses, tried out girly accessories at Claire's, ribboned headbands for my hair, we checked out guys together. I am 100% honest about who I am and what I do now.

Look at MY avatar? I seem to remember a special somebody named Asagi oh-so-long ago. He and I would talk for hours at a time, he would take all the pain away, he would make me feel like a king, like I deserved to live. Asagi was my favorite person in the world, he and I fit like pieces of a puzzle and there was nobody I loved more, no matter what you may think. Tell me, when did you start hating me? All I want right now is to know when and why you started, and why you up and stopped talking to me. Curiosity keeps pulling me back. It's not because I'm nagry, not because I miss you, not because I want to be friends again, I just want to know how all of this drama and anger started. I want the truth.
Crayon Sex Vomit

Report | 12/27/2007 11:45 pm

Crayon Sex Vomit

Lawls!

look at that drama llama.. xD

boi needs to chill...

erm

girl i mean... xD

CUT JOO HAIR BISH! D:<



And

It isnt that hard to tell what he is like, am i right? we all knew he was gay just like that big ole group so hey, whut evs... xD
Shplow

Report | 12/17/2007 7:18 pm

Shplow

Heyyyy...Are we ever gonna talk again or am I wasting my time getting on here each week wondering if you dropped me a message like Gilligan's dog waiting in vain in the window for his master to get home from that three hour tour? If you are done talking to me that's fine but I need to know if I'm wasting my time. Yes or no.



Also...I am not being mean and I'm not at all angry if you did, but is it true that you told Sarah everything we ever said to each other? It's just that Mike said Sarah told him when they were together everything you ever told her. I'm not starting s**t by digging at old wounds, I'm just curious what everybody knows about me.



Hmmm...whatever. I've lost tons of friends in my life, why should I bother patching up a friendship with somebody who abandoned me when I was sad? s**t, I've clung to the idea of us being friends again for far to long. This s**t is ridiculous, I'm sorry for constantly bugging you. Bah-I don't even give a s**t anymore. I'm gonna leave you alone, there is nothing for me here except painful memories and a murky future. I hope I hurt you less than I have been hurting myself. ******** it, I'm just gonna forget I ever met you, alright?



User Image Have a nice Ryan-free life! User Image
OskeinO32

Report | 12/02/2007 3:49 pm

OskeinO32

great cosplay of Midna its very nice!!
Shplow

Report | 11/29/2007 9:46 pm

Shplow

Tee-hee! If you look at all of our old conversations saved in my journal we looked like lesbians now.

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