AboutHi, I'm Mia!
I'm 26, in Canada!
I want to learn how to draw. Draw reality. Not from 'how to' tutorials, though those are nice. I mean... I want to learn how to get myself to draw from reality. It's so hard. I've been dissosiated for so long. It's my main goal right now, though. To get myself to care about reality, be in reality. To stop running away.
I want to do things, to accomplish things- as in, to finish them and feel fulfilled- I want to make mistakes, to put love into something, to admire something and do something about it. To create, and to draw from my own experiences and things I've drawn and seen and studied and cared about. I want to establish my own life and personality.
I'm generally friendly, have a hard time knowing what to say in conversation. I'm shy, anxious, and can be very uncertain. When I'm confident I'm generally a jerk and say things which are awkward or don't make much sense.
My goals are to learn how to Organize, learn how to Have Hobbies and Enjoy things on My Own, and to learn how to socialize comfortably without playing a character.
I'll be around on gaiatowns, see me try to talk and understand what to say to people haha. Or talk to inanimate objects. Not to be 'lol random' but to entertain myself. Y'know. Kind of like self rp. I get overly playful, Hm.
I do love roleplay and character creation. I really admire what people can do. I have my own characters. I haven't text rped in years.
Ummm. I like jokes. And art. I really love art. And I like colours and shapes and peoples passions and BOOKS and comedy and horror and mystery and scary stuff and fantasy and learning! I appreciate things that people create, I'd really like to be able to make stories of my own one day!
I want to be able to live as me. I'm sorry if I'm super awkward.