Moi!Hey There! My names Mariah and I'm a Junior in highschool. Im 16 years old, and about to soon turn 17 coming this August. I plan to make it somewhere in this world, unlike most teen girls who are pregnant already, and have no future for themselfs. :/
I dream to become a Cognitive Neuropsychologist. Sounds fancy, but its fairly simple. Its alot of research and data analyzing. And lots of tests of how the brain fuctions, and how that affects the things we do. I love learning about the brain, psychology, and just everything about it.
Being in high school has its ups and downs, its a never ending nightmare sometimes. I'm just trying to make it the best I can. Along with the help of my best friends. Megan Patterson. She is my twinzy. She helps me through alot, and will forever be my sister. We fight sometimes, about stupid s**t.. But what sisters dont? We are not meaningless. Then, there is Ihosvany. He is also one of my best friends. Ever since last year, we just clicked. Whenever we are together, its nothing but laughing our asses off. Weve been going through some rough times. But, who hasnt?
Finally, last but not least. There is James. James is my boyfriend, my best friend, my complete everything. I dont know where Id be today, if it wasnt for him. I was going somewhere, somewhere where I didnt want to be. He has helped me so much more than he will ever know. I love him so much. And I always will. No matter what happens, Im going to be there, and I hope he will too. <3
Some people call me weird, hyper, spazzy, funny, and to a point I might agree with them, but Its nothing compared to what I see in myself. I see nothing. But, I wanna try and make something of myself as I said before. Try and use my profession to make up for my lack in everything else that I am.
Some of my favorite bands would have to be We Came as Romans, Of Mice and Men, Breathe Caroline, We Butter the Bread with Butter, Woe is Me, Defqon 1, Tickle Me Pink, Secondhand Serenade, Rise Against, Rammstein, Punkbuster, Psyclon Nine, Gackt, Family Force Five, Escape the Fate, A Day to Remember, DJ Tiesto, The Devil Wears Prade, Deadmau 5, Daft Punk, Chiodos, Bless the Fall, Scooter, Alesana, and so much more. I could go on forever. Music is a big part of my life. I take what the lyrics say to heart, and apply them to my life. Seems to help me cope with what I have going on.
I just cant deal with Country or Rap.. I just.. Cant. >.<
Some people have even told me that I have a weird sense of music taste. Ill go from listening to something Classical, to Screamo, and then to Dubstep.
I just love all genres of music. Esecially Techno and Hardstyle. Dubstep is close by. I just love it. the sounds and it just gives me a feeling of euphoria. I used to be a Melbourne shuffler, but I got a bit bored of it, and stopped. Now, I just listen to the music. I might make a few moves here and there, nothing serious though. I want to go to clubs, and raves. Something Ive always wanted to do. I love the blacklights, the neons,and the whole Idea of it. biggrin
So if you want to be my friend, awesomesawse. If not, dont say anything. Just leave.. Id rather not have any more reasons to hate myself. -.-