Name is Marly and i'm just a girl who tries to feel things that have been burried in my hear for so long. weather it be trying to write a song about it, just ranting about it in journals, or dreaming, i feel. it may not look it, but i do. i had to ask myself once if i had a heart. i still don't know for sure if what i feel is really me or this persona i put up. to be accepted? maybe. it's been so long that i feel like i've lost myself. so now i'm trying to find me... the me i can look at in the mirror and not fuss about all the bad things about me, but the good. i don't know..

Marluxia's Flower (That's Me!)

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Last Login: 05/01/2014 7:12 am

Registered: 12/26/2006

Gender: Female

Location: Over The Rainbow!

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Just a bunch of crap i put in my regular journal occassionaly. BEWARE: CAN BE DEPRESSING AND DEMONIC AT TIMES.

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skyla55 Report | 10/22/2012 3:17 pm
Hey its been awhile! lol yup I hugged him! biggrin Best day ever!!! I love the movie too! And I got the special edition of the Devil's Carnival! biggrin
XxChildesh_GamesxX Report | 12/05/2011 10:01 am
lol tell me about it.. sweatdrop
XxChildesh_GamesxX Report | 11/27/2011 12:39 pm
ive been good. how r u??
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Nickellips Report | 07/30/2011 4:26 am
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marluxiazexion1234567 Report | 09/09/2010 5:51 am
copy this to 10 profiles so you can get 10,000,000g it works im rich!!
~Fluffomaru~ Report | 08/06/2010 12:45 pm
Mwa ha ha > biggrin
TF - Chris Report | 05/25/2010 4:07 pm
TF - Chris
Not much mainly life haha. You?
TF - Chris Report | 05/23/2010 11:11 am
TF - Chris
Idk if you remember me. ITs been a loong time since i got hacked. Its chris. From my xXRose_Of_NightfallXx account.

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User Image"The Truth Never Set Me Free, So I Did it Myself"
~Paramore "Careful"
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Random Facts About Me and What Goes on in My Head

Hello people! ignore the cheery attitude... I'm on a sleepless high right now.

Anywho, I just wanted to talk about me, cuz I'm important

1. I live in the cow and corn state

2. I'm 17 going on 18 ( birthday on july 24)

3. I LOVE yaoi!

4. I am for gay marriage! ( it's their life and love is love)

5. I hate fake people

6. I LOVE Kingdom Hearts

7. I really don't perferr physical contact ( like hugs)

8. I LOVE Marluxia, but hate the color pink

9. I AM A GIRL!!!!

10. If you knew me in real life... have mercy on your souls...

11. Please, for your sake and mine, call me Marly. I hate it when people write the whole thing

12. I am Marluxia's flower, since I can't be his lover becasue he can't love.

13. I'm not stupid, just really slow. ( shut up nathan!)

14. Don't ask about the shut up thing...

15. I took my meds today!

16. To avoid seriosu injuries, never ask me to repeat something. Even if it's life threatening.

17. NEVER EVER IN MY EXISTANCE OR IN YOURS CALL ME NORMAL. I will hurt you mentally if you do.

18. I LOVE Oraun Host Club! Yay Kyouya and Kaoru!

19. i Hate sharp objects. If anyone can at me with a needle, they'll be looking at a whole nother me.

20. I have a procrastinating fear of roller coasterhieghts... I don't get scared till I'm almost on the ride...

21. If i ever tell you "i'm watching you", it basically mean, watch your back cuz i got my eye on you... of course i'm not seriously watching people, i'm not a stalker.

22. i am a completely different person in the real world, ask my friends, especially Vexnod, he knows the real me.

23. Virtual contact is not as bacd as physical, i can take virtual, to an extent.

24. yes, i said i didn't like sharp object... but why do i like Marluxia's weapon? cuz it flipping awesome! he's the Grim Reaper!

25. when i say, or type "flippin" it's a substitute (sp?) for another word... i think you know what it is.

26. Please, do not correct my spelling. i type really fast, and i try not to, but it's who i am. so read between the lines; 9 out of 10 times, you will know what i mean.

27. I'm a luagh-whore.you make me laugh, i'll love you (not really) forever

28. I know where u live, i know where u sleep at night, and i know sheets are flamable... watch it.

29. my motto is: When Life Gives U Lemons, Throw Them At People

30. I have alot of drama in my life... too much for Lifetime to handle.

31. My life can be discribe in one word... Irony. not that it's a bad thing... it had alot of plot twists.
i'm suprised i haven't ended up in a ditch or something yet.

32. To all my enemies out there, i have a few words to you... Karma b***h. *evil grin*

33. news flash... i am now single... don't ask cuz i won't say anything

34. I have come to know that the Organization 13 members are not dead (except Xemnas... he can stay dead) they are on vacation.

35. There is no shame sleeping with a stuffed animal people!!!! it's like a pillow.

36. I'm gonna marry Matt Watcher from Angels&Airways.

37. Put that in your pipe and smoke it!

38. I think crack taste like bananas and meth tastes like strawberries. trust me, i know these things.

39. if i had a baby... i'd name her Capri... unlessit was a boy... then i'd name him joe spellled with an X, Y, and a Z somewhere to screw him up.

40. if i had a nickel for eberytime i heard that... that would be more then one nickel... and i'd probably give it back to you cuz i don't like nickels. i'm a quater kind of girl.

41. wow, this stuff is getting really long.... cool

42.i like Bob Saget so get used to it. i'm gonna be using him all the time so don't get all shocked when his name randomly comes out my mouth... it's not that random at all if it has to do with me.

43. its been proved taht i am, in fact, a white gay guy stick in a black girl's body... thank you for listening

44.hate is a strong word... but it fits so well when it comes to you.

45.guys r evil people. and it's up to girls to be strong enough to take their bull crap. that's why u should never mess with us. we go through hell

46. i don't like the way the english voice actor for Marluxia in re:Chain of memories looks, but his voice is sexy enough for me. still think he's too butt- ugly to be my man

47. i've been writing organzation stories on how they become nobodies. so far i got marluxia, larxene, xaldin, and luxord. ask me about it and i may let u see them

48. *gun shot to the face*

49. there's a slight chance i broke my finger... but then again, there's a slight chance that im wrong. trust me on this

50. for the love of BoB, DON'T EVER LIE TO ME! trust me, the turth will be a better route for you to take. if i ever find out you lied to me, there will be hell to pay. *grr*

51. i'm so awesome, you can't even handle it

52. does anyone else wonder why... why... oh never mind

53. trying to find out who i am, cuz appearently, i was wrong the first few times

54.if life is a test, then i get an a for effort, but like a c for results

55. i know what you did last summer... and i bet it was far better then what i was doing

56. u ever think that the president knows something the rest of the world doens't, but won't ever tell us? yeah, me too.

57. i am now singel... again. he may not know it yet cuz he's slow, but i have nothing to do with him. and when i told people, they were happy... weird

58. save sex for marriage!!!!


60. *KA- STAB

61. I am aware no one reads these anymore, but i kinda can't stop writing them? think i'm sick? think again!

that's it, I think...