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I am an amature pole dancer. I loves animals (Dogs and Horses) I have a job as a zoo keeper. I love metal music and country (Weird combo I know) I also am trying to get my drivers license by september. I am 16 and I am currently engaged to my grilfriend Zsabryna. I dress either like a dike or a goth. I typically dress like a boy but I've been told I can clean up very nicely. I draw and I write stories; I'm trying to write a book series, but I only have one chapter of the frist book done. Lol. Anyway, my website is
http://bebop27.deviantart.com/ if you want a peek. I'm pretty new and open to any friend adds, I'll add you too don't worry. I like people as long as I am treated nicely. Sorry if I sound a little picky. But Hi to all and I hope we can become friends!
smile Now for the important part. I'm trying to write a book series. I've posted a forum about it in the writers section for those who are interested. But right now I'll post the intro here.
I had always walked alone. Never knowing, never loving, never caring. It was as though I didn’t exist, I was just another pawn in God’s almighty game, but I was fine with it. I had traveled the world and I had seen many things and done many more than that. Some people regarded me with suspicion and fear, others merely ignored me, while a few select people cared enough to try and change me. But they always died, and for that reason I work and walk alone. My name is irrelevant. I am the shadow. I am death. I am fear itself. Yet you would not know I was by merely walking past me, my soul is a painful and haunting place, a dark void where nothing exists and yet without it where would I be?
For many years I lived alone and I killed alone. I rid the world of that which is evil and of that which harms innocents. Yet sometimes I worked for these evils. Sometimes I would kill “innocents” who were not so innocent in reality. I am an assassin. A contract killer. One could even go as far to say I was a mercenary, yet I would like to think I was a hero. Someone kids look up to and say “I wish I was that man”. I save innocent lives day in day out. I am no ordinary assassin; I am an assassin for the things that haunt your dreams. Those very things you watch at the movies: vampires, lycans, the living dead; evil, evil creatures that stalk the shadows and exist without ever existing. Whenever you want them to vanish, I’m your man. Without me the rock you call Earth would just be an addition to hell, filled with death and torture for all eternity. You owe me your allegiance. You owe me your lives.
And yet I have no one, I am just another lonely soul walking the planet in hope of finding another soul to return the dark pits it came from. Back to Hell. Do you believe in Heaven and Hell? Well you should, trust me, they exist. And by saying that so does Lucile. And so does God. Yet God is not the person you believe him to be. In fact He is quite the opposite, He doesn’t help, in fact He watches all these evil doings with glee, as though to him we’re all just a good film to watch. It hurts doesn’t it? To know that there is no one there for you, no one to care, no one to help you in times of need. No hero. Welcome to my life…
And that's it. Please let me know what you HONESTLY think. Don't worry about hurting my feelings or anything. I'm pretty open, just don't be mean about it. Anyway, thanx for viewing it. And later I may post an image of me. Don't know why, but I will.
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This is my future with my future wife. zsabryna. or on here Butterfly-On-A-String.
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