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Actually, it isn't necessary to do so and it's strange behavior and something to want but it makes sense when it comes from someone who is insecure. You can insult your own features but why? Honesty is important to me however I can be honest and say that I don't like a person to their face but that doesn't make it right so honesty isn't the only thing that you should have been focusing on. "We both made mistakes. What's important is how we go about fixing them." What mistakes are you referring to? You say that then but right after I talk to you about how it's not okay how you chose to keep on continuously make negative remarks about my appearance you defend yourself and then continue to stuff things down my throat. There was no we in any of this, you just ended up causing more problems out of defense. Where is the fixing? Point out to me where the solution is. "We both made mistakes. What's important is how we go about fixing them." Tell me how we can both take what's been done and said and "fix" it? How can I find a solution if all you do is defend your mistakes? How can things be fixed if you keep on going at me and causing problems? There was a lot of problems with the way that you treated me and I have gone into detail as to why now explain to me how those things are so justified. The first negative thing that you said about me was that you didn't consider me at all a "care giving" archetype now not sure what you thought that you were giving to the conversation but to just stop it and make into something more than it needed to be by blatantly pulling me back to an issue and causing abrupt and ridiculous anger against me about not wanting to speak to you I don't understand why you wanted to lower the conversation to that level when that was a past mistake that I made and somehow you thought that it was appropriate to call me out in such a random moment because you had some clear thoughts against me and I find it be more childish with the way you decided to go about that but of course it's in all good intention right? Because you just thought you were being "honest" but it didn't make sense for you to do that. If you thought those things about me why choose to go at me in such a random moment with that other girl there? If you felt some type of way about me I would have liked for you to tell me directly instead of choosing to it in a sort of passive silly way.It was silly and passive of you to choose to say that to me, it's weird, it's obnoxious and it didn't match with what was going on. So all of sudden you decide to shake the room up with unnecessary tension because you decided to be passive aggressive with me instead.I don't understand the thought, the randomness and necessity to do the things that you did towards me and you would continue to have these little problems with me throughout that once again didn't make sense with what was happening in the moment, you would storm off and tell me that I was sending fake texts. I was not sending fake texts, I wasn't ignoring you. You called us and didn't say anything, you always wanted to be serious, you didn't say anything but you wanted 100% of my attention when no one was speaking so you expect me to read your mind when you called me up and didn't say anything. so I thought it was fine if I sent a 5 second text my friend and it was literally only about 5 seconds and you were just sitting there staring at me like you for some odd reason...always would sizzling in anger and kept quiet about it until later on when I confronted you. I confronted you because you would sass me for no reason and I was sick of the unnecessary negative comments. I didn't deserve to be treated like that, it was your wrongdoing. And you tell me all of these lies and delusional bullshit things that "sending fake texts" "not listening to you" "Im the reason why people leave me". Stop acting likes as if you know better than I do, stop testing me, don't start drama with me, don't read me, don't analyze me,
for no reason and tell me that "I deserve to be left" how dare you ******** tell me that and then purposely leave me. All that I'm saying is that....don't ******** talk to me like as if you know what I was talking about and don't lie to me and make up excuses. I never said that you insulted me, I never said that anything I did was okay. I'm happier when I'm not around you because you're a let down. You take everything that I say and add some sort of negative "advice" when there is none that needs to be given. I would get uncomfortable and anxious around you because you were very forceful and negative. Go jerk yourself off to your ******** amazing caring personality and tell other people that everything they're doing is wrong for no reason at all. not sure why you associated yourself with me because I think that you're just a waste of my time and I don't need you. You don't know what the word chill means, you want literally everything to be a huge ordeal and it's no wonder that I would get uncomfortable and anxious around you. I would literally express these things to you and you wouldn't care at all. I would tell you and show you that I wasn't comfortable around you and you were like "it's an easy fix" lol ugh....yeah here's the easy fix....not being around you at all I'm happier. In some weird way I guess that you like being made fun of I personally don't get it at all. I'm just going to go on instagram and tell people that their chins look to big duh duh der there's nothing wrong with that. You tell me that I look bad then tell me that I look cute...which goes to show that your entire ideology behind the whole incident was flawed and retarded because you judging people on their photos is stupid and you're stupid and mentally challenged. You made me feel uncomfortable when you would literally be apparently....starring at me and taking notes on what you found to be unattractive and attractive such as having " a nice bottom lip" that send send me chills of disgust lol you think that you can just tell me that something looks nice after telling me that something looks bad ohnononono. You get to tell people s**t things and expect them to not say anything? You really a ******** p***y. But you were telling me to be a certain way which has always been my point. "My root of reason is companionship. I deeply appreciate the company of truly honest people. Such honesty is indispensable when forming any sort of meaningful relationship. This is doubly so when the medium is especially tangible/easily manipulated (ex. the internet)." That makes absolutely no sense whatsoever, you want to have an insulting fest just for the sake of "being honest" and that is it? That is all that you care about when you want companionship? Why does there have to be a need to do all of that in the first place? I think that you talk like a computer and don't seem to understand how things work. " In fact some people find this gesture as sincerely refreshing. However, this is not the norm and most tend to recieve my words as attacks/insults." You have trouble with words that have i's and e's together, the e goes before the i in the word receive otherwise it would be pronounced as (re-ci-eve) makes no sense does it? Are those people the same c**k suckers that you like to associate yourself with on a daily basis? Again how is it refreshing to here you tell me that there is something wrong with my photo? I don't find that to be refreshing at all but you want people to suck your ego inflated d**k. I never said that your words were insults or attacks. "It's customary for me to welcome the other party to do the same to me." that goes to show that you are an insecure person because there is no need for that at all and yet you want it to happen. "This is necessary in order to establish rapport. If they are not harsh enough, I will egg them on to be more harsh. I may even give them suggestions by harshly insulting my own behaviors or physical features." Actually, it isn't
Lol." You want peace? You get to tell people s**t things and expect them to not say anything? You really a ******** p***y. But you were telling me to be a certain way which has always been my point. I never demanded you of anything either, I was just talking about how it was wrong of you to continuously make negative remarks about my face lol. "I explained my rationale. We just don't see eye to eye." It doesn't make sense to me, you are still a jerk there is no rationality when it comes to you so it is not my problem, it's always yours."Because I agree with some?" so you agree with the comments about you throwing things at me but you don't agree with my overall point? you got up in my personal space I think that you like to share...a little bit of too much information and that's apparent since you kept nothing a secret and have everything out in the public including your old number...never thought that might affect your sister : / that's dumb. What....was....your....purpose...in being there? What was you business and purpose to insert yourself into my life? When I was totally fine. listen to me sweetheart, I was fine I was having a blast leaving my christian school behind and going onto my senior year looking into doing art that you suck at ha...failed attempt for you sweetie lol but you "think it's funny" to tease other people for it which goes to show that you're a little jealous aren't you? Lame. I'm fine with my appearance, I feel comfortable with myself and what I'm doing with my life actually so what the heck are you doing? what was your business? I mean wouldn't you rather have someone tell you that you're mostly fine and instead of just being told that you suck and then have some redeeming qualities? You're one who set the bar and made it this way which is my point, you want to play the evil little game of calling people out when they don't need to and try to dig under my skin I'll play that game with you. Also I never said that I needed to have physically appealing qualities, you were in fact making negative remarks about me for no reason. Also there was no delusion or issue of the ego that I was having when I was trying to express my feelings. That is not how you treat people. I said that I was sorry for not being there for you when you were sad about your friends dad passing away....and you had to take everything back to that moment and decided to completely dump me for no reason. I don't know why you decided to do that to me and make it seem like I was stupid for getting upset, you were being arrogant and rude. I didn't deserve to be told that I don't just have "some redeeming qualities" I don't know what made you think that it was okay to just throw yourself at me like that. It's very obvious that I'm not a monster thank you for telling me lol. I sent in this message that was me talking about how people seem to be overly strict with me and choose to leave me because they are unforgiving and it made me feel bad I was talking about how a friend of my mind back when I was going to that christian school decided to completely stop speaking to me and I wasn't sure why and it wasn't because of me but it still bothered me obviously and you decide to grind all of this s**t in my face for no reason and tell me that "I deserve to be left" how dare you ******** tell me that and then purposely leave me. All that I'm saying is that....don't ******** talk to me like as if you know what I was talking about and don't lie to me and make up excuses. I never said that you insulted me, I never said that anything I did was okay. I'm happier when I'm not around you because you're a let down. You take everything that I say and add some sort of negative "advice" when there is none that needs to be given. I would get uncomfortable and anxious around you because you were very forceful and negative. Go jerk yourself off to your ******** amazing caring personality and tell other people that everything they're doing is wrong for no reason at a
Your underlying attitude was disgusting and yes vile because you purposely would throw me around and treat me with aggression and snarky comments any chance you got. You pick and choose where you want to do it but it still stems from a projection. Your words are not helpful, they are not insightful, they are full of s**t. From the very beginning I have been telling you that you are immature. I didn't make any snarky comments about you because I don't go down to that level with people because it's very childish you are not the one to speak to me about being 5 years old because you are as well. I only made one bad comment about you but you let aggression after aggression hit me.
this photo https://www.instagram.com/p/BsL_CkLBVqa/ is the one that you judged me for and it's an innocent photo that I took of myself and you tell me that my chin is too big. I didn't deserve to be treated that way and I have every reason to be mad at you for it. You're one who set the bar and made it this way which is my point, you want to play the evil little game of calling people out when they don't need to and try to dig under my skin I'll play that game with you. You want companionship? I'll give it to you 🙂 you obviously have a low self esteem to treat people that way, can't relate. You purposely chose not to speak to me it had nothing to do with you "needing to breathe" you make someone wait AN ENTIRE WEEK?! why would you do that to someone? you made me wait for a ******** week for you to reply back to me wtf is up with that? who the ******** do you think you are to make someone wait? I want to start a random discussion about subjectivity and where the line should be drawn. What is the difference between having an opinion and just being straight up rude? Is there a line at all? Can everyone just say whatever they want to towards people's faces or should there be a certain context involved where that is okay? Everyone can have their own opinions but where is the line drawn when it becomes too much for the other person?
When it comes to appearances, everyone has their own sense of what they perceive as attractive but if you take a random picture of yourself and send it to someone curious to know what they think, is it really right of them to seriously tell me that my features look too big in the photo? This person later told me that I looked cute which to me goes to show that judging people based on their photos is stupid but sure people can have their own opinions. I personally found it to be really unnecessary and rude. Within my specific context, I decided to take a selfie of myself because I was happy about being made over on my birthday from a makeup artist, I thought that I looked good. https://www.instagram.com/p/BsL_CkLBVqa/ I show it to a guy and he tells me that "my chin looks too big" which I don't understand the necessity to say something like that towards someone especially within the context. Honesty is important to me however I can be honest and say that I don't like a person to their face but that doesn't make it right so honesty isn't the only thing that you should have been focusing on." It is for this reason that I percieve your words as weightless and fleeting. It's sort of like when a 5 year old tries to give you life advice." That's basically what I've been saying this entire time about you though lol."About you being good enough:
Why do you need to be?" the point of what I was saying is that you came up with the ridiculous feeling that I wasn't good enough for you in the first place this was all done by you not me was my point. I'm talking about how that's what you were basically trying to make me feel not that I need to be which again has always been my point that lol I don't need to be for you but that's how you acted dunce. "I just want my peace. I am not telling nor asking you to be a certain way. Yet you think you have a right to demand these things of me? Lol." You want peace? You get to
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