Cameron, I have texted, email and sent you a card. Please just talk to me! I was shocked and really upset that you didn't tell me the extent with your dad....how I was suppose to feel when I found out in the paper, I am sorry. I am also sorry for texting you alot but, I just worry and just want to know if your okay. I am not a complete heartless person, I do care about you. Yeah, I guess I am all talk but I can't forget last year and the stuff I did to help you and your dad. I know that I was really the this punching bag for you when things weren't going well in your life, you just took things out on me..and I understand why. I don't want to hurt anymore, and I don't want to be like this. I can't believe that I actually lose someone that did really care about me but I care so much for them. Look, I understand why you don't want to talk to me I am sorry helping you out, giving things that I throught you made you happy, I am sorry for always being upset with you and saying that were being a friend but, I guess understand what a two-way friendship and what I need to do to be a friend to you. I AM SORRY SO SORRY.
Fine, I didn't think what I have done was that bad. I just wanted to chat to you. "Go Away" is what I'll really do...and I'll make it permanent see you don't have to see me or hear from me forever. You made this way, of caring some much and I am not a special person that you respect or trust. I feel empty but you must feel good. Life is hard to go on now really so "Go Away" I will.