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[&&;;] she's broken

I can cry because I've felt the worst kind of pain, I can feel the wounds and yes, I complain, not audibly, no, I keep it deep inside, so that the monstrous wounds won't show. I don't know how I survive the excruciating ache, I make a wish ev

 

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4laugh I'm LostLove, many ppl ask why... because I've loved and lost one of the only ppl who ment the world to me... why because I was stupid and foolish.
Do I regret it? only taking him back.
Why? because I could of had better
So why didn't I? because I was blind
I'm the kinda person you hope to never meet in a dark enclosed space, the type of girl you'll always say was a mistake but I honestly gave you my all and you just didn't see it as good enough. I'm outspoken ALOT, I always say whats on my mind, doesn't really matter about what or who. If I like you, you'll know it and if I don't well know it and stay clear? my best advice to you.
I dont take crap, I hate drama because it's all very stressful and just pointless to me since I'm the most heartless and emotionless person you'll ever meet :]
I don't like to show emotion, I prefer not to have them at all because I just think things would be easier that way. idk why it's just my way of thinking, I'm understanding more then any normal human should be but I think that it's a good thing, I mean not many ppl can sit there and listen to everything you say and everything you done and be fine with it? lol!
I've alot of history behind me, alot which I dont share with anyone. I'm enclosed when it comes to my past it's not something I enjoy re-living because well it's not who I am and I don't believe in living in our past, I'm better off looking to my future because there's where ima spend my forever :]
if you have any questions or such just ask, I'm an open book and if I dont like the topic don't worry, I'll let you know

I'm the type of person you'll always catch smiling, staring at you for no reason
and the one trying to make sense of everything around her.
I'm always gonna be the kinda girl who wants to take your hand
stand on a mountain top and whisper in your ear just how much you mean to her.
because despite it all, no one else in the world matters like you do to her
she doesn't wanna tell the world because she gave up on them the moment she found you, so please lie to me, give me a empty promise to live off of so I can know there is more then just me and this broken belief she holds.
She's only ever held belief in you. heart

Remember this, there was never a time I didn't see, thought maybe it was just me
But don't you worry baby because now I see, your no good for me
I'm a secret to you, can't let anyone see.
I'm open to the world baby, can't you see I'm raising alone
here and now, this is all about me!
~by Me (kerri)~

"Let's commit the perfect crime... I'll steal your heart, and you steal mine."

"I wish I never fell so deep in love with you and now it ain't no way we can be friends."

"I know they say that first love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the deepest."

"The hardest thing about realizing you don't love me., is that you spent so much time pretending that you did. "

"I just want you that's it. All your flaws, mistakes, smiles, giggles, jokes, sarcasm. Everything. I just want you."

"Nothing lasts forever. Forever's a lie. All we have is what's between hello and goodbye." [Aly<3]

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Xardia141 Report | 11/21/2011 12:12 am
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Xardia141 Report | 11/17/2011 5:30 pm
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Xardia141 Report | 10/01/2011 1:14 pm
Xardia141
Getting back into Gaia... lol.
Sounds fun though :p how've you been?
Xardia141 Report | 10/01/2011 3:32 am
Xardia141
Hey hows it goin?
babydoll_017 Report | 07/24/2011 2:32 am
babydoll_017
happy birthday smile
 
 
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