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I used to believe love existed everywhere, everyone was capable of it.

I've recently learned.. Love is nothing but a word. One that's used far too often, thrown out without a thought. When someone means it, they can feel it with every bone in their body, they mean it with every fiber of their being.

So, then.. What does it mean to say it without all the meaning behind it..?

Honestly, I couldn't tell you.

I'm undoubtedly in love with someone whom.. No longer loves me back. The fault is my own, as it always is. There was some part of me that thought if I tried hard enough, I could have that person back. But, sadly, I was mistaken and now I feel as if my heart's been ripped open for the world to see, wounded and vulnerable.

I find it difficult to breathe when I think of him, I find it difficult to think about anything but him. No breath.. No air, no pain anymore, right?

That's what I'm counting on.




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Emo_Shinn

Report | 11/01/2009 9:24 pm

Emo_Shinn

Rachel: How's life treating you, Heather... Feather? Pfffftt.... HAHA!!! XD Sorry

Kyle: -raise eyebrows at Rachel then looks at you- >.<" Not fair
Emo_Shinn

Report | 10/28/2009 5:39 pm

Emo_Shinn

Rachel: -giggles and glomps Heather- You're so cute!

Kyle: Meeehhh!! Get off me! >.<"
Emo_Shinn

Report | 10/15/2009 6:00 pm

Emo_Shinn

Rachel: I wuffles you Heather!! More than my husband xD

Kyle: -cries in corner-
Emo_Shinn

Report | 10/14/2009 10:33 pm

Emo_Shinn

Thanks, Heather. That means a lot to me >.>" I've been first since I said 'I do' so I'm first! HA!
(Now I'm going to be a douche and ignore the rest of your comment)
Emo_Shinn

Report | 10/12/2009 12:00 am

Emo_Shinn

-grins- I'm a whipped man now and for the rest of my rest xD
I pity my kids for having to have me as a father. Oh! Rachel might be pregnant we're not sure yet... She missed her period this month... So maybe!
Doll Prince

Report | 09/29/2009 3:33 pm

Doll Prince

(Very late) Thank you! ♥
StoicGuardian

Report | 09/03/2009 4:18 pm

StoicGuardian

Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!
..Hi..=)..

<33333333333333333Haily<333333333333333333333
Emo_Shinn

Report | 08/20/2009 10:25 pm

Emo_Shinn

Aww, you missed me? I didn't miss you xD JK of course I did. Why wouldn't I? You think so? Everyone says so >///<" Rach and I laugh about that sometimes xD That's sweet of ya! It's September 20th! Don't forget it! If you do I will.... Ummm.... Dance on your grave?? Too lazy to run laps? At my old school you couldn't but I guess that you would just write how many hours you worked out? ><" See how certain I am? Nice to see that you're happy =D
Emo_Shinn

Report | 08/17/2009 6:32 pm

Emo_Shinn

Holy Shiz! You're back!!! =D -man giggle- Is it too soon? Rachel and I are thinking about taking online College
so we won't spend a second away from each other. Get ready for the best years of your life, kiddo! -glomp-
x-i J a y d e

Report | 05/09/2009 10:36 pm

x-i J a y d e

o-o
Ty For Tha buy<3.

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