"love me hate me"

im alyssa . You're not, that's okay , you can call lyssa ,a boo alyyboo . i currently stand 5' 2" from the earth's surface, yeah I know I'm a shrimp. Label me as you want , because im alyssa goldstein and that's all i ever will be. i'm 14teen , young. 8th. idgaf,(:. Forget everything you have heard about me, I dont put up for krap so get on my level.I’m nothing like people expect me to be i speak when i should && dont when i know i shouldn't. i'm human i make mistakes but dont regret anything im complicated try to find me out, cause honestly im still trying to find myself.<3 i'm a rude disrespectful person with horrible manners but who isn't. I'm also one of the biggest goofballs you'll EVER meet. Being unique is my type of thing, if you know me, you know that. I'm different. i'm the type of girl who likes to do just about anything, who isn't hard to get along with until you give her a reason to, who has an i don't give krap attitude about most situations, who when you make her mad her off will say something to you, who is open about just about anything, makes mistakes, who actually does care about what some people think of her, who says everything to anyone's face and tries not to just talk behind others backs, who tells the truth to everyone's face whether it's bad or not, and i won't change for anyone. I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me, and I accept way less than I deserve. but I've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back, and people who will never be sorry for the things I've done, I'll know better next time and I won't settle for anything less than I deserve.