Nixx Worm

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Last Login: 06/26/2010 7:06 am

Registered: 02/22/2007

Gender: Female

Location: Northern Ontario


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Okay okay okay, I made a new account, called Aristocratic Kitty Sex. Add it if you want.


That means he quit Gaia for all those fags that don't understand.
- The management


- Message from the adminstration (La Belle wants to be a rockstar, sorry for the inconvience)

Happy endings are really only happy beginnings.

Sunday is gloomy
The hours are slumberless
Dearest these shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thoughts of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you?

Gloomy Sunday...

Gloomy is Sunday
With shadows I spent it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be prayers and candles are lit I know
Let them not weep, let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is a dream for in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul I'll be blessing you

Gloomy Sunday....

- "Gloomy Sunday"
Original song and lyrics by some Hungarian guy called Seress Rezso

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Hi there!

The name is E. Nikolas! Most of my family and friends call me Nik or Niky though. You may call me whatever you wish, I like to change my screen name a lot.

This account has went through these screen names;

Nixx Worm
Prince Wormy
Rare Pokemon

I am a boy girl genderless being. Well, mentally I am. I don't identify strongly with either sex and prefer not to be defined by what genitals I was born with. However, people still ask the question like it really matters. Seriously folks, unless you were planning to have sex with me and were interested about the plumbing I've got, it really. doesn't. matter.

I was born and raised in Northern Ontario, my date of birth being August 12th, 1988. It makes me a Leo in the western zodiac and a Dragon in the Chinese zodiac. As far as I'm concerned, I got the best deal out of both!

I have brown hair (brown-brown, not light brown or dark brown, just brown-brown) and green eyes. I'm 5'7" and 135 lbs. I want to lose weight, although people tell me I don't need to. I obviously don't listen.

I have a few bad habits. I bite my nails, I pick my nose, I don't like making my bed. I eat too much chocolate and feel guilty about it and soothe the hurt with more food. Yeah, that's bad stuff.

I'm in school, taking a history major. History was my favourite subject in high school, while my least favourite was math. I have three things I'm aspiring to be, which is a teacher, a novelist, or a comic book store owner.

Most people don't know about the comic book store thing, but I am a complete and total nerd. I love anime and manga and Dungeons and Dragons and fantasy novels and all the cool stuff you would expect to find in a comic book store.

As for my personality, well for starters (lets get the bad junk out of the way first) I have depression. It runs in my family, although it didn't stop anyone from feeling shocked when I was diagnosed. My anti-depressants seem to be doing there job though at keeping the suicidal thoughts at bay.

Another thing is, I love to daydream. I constantly have my head in the clouds that I often feel detatched from this world and in a different world completely. I've been known to space out more than my fair share of times. They usually consist of rough a**l sex and saving the world with magical powers that I have. I prefer my fantasies to porn, as they are so vivid.

I like to think that I am fearless, although I know that is not true. I never had a true test of courage, but I feel if one should arise I would meet the challenge to the best of my ability. I never had a past of backing down or being weak and I've conquered every fear except one. That fear is the spaceship ride at Canada's Wonderland. The one that rocks back and forth and eventually turns all the way upside down. I don't fear falling out and being crushed by the descending spaceship, but I fear getting sick and puking everywhere. I absolutely LOATHE the feeling of nausea and vomitting.

I try to be a nice person, although on the internet sometimes I don't care and end up sounding like a douche. Either way, I refuse to lie.

I am a sado-masochist. Sometimes I can't help myself and don't even realize when I'm being sadistic. However, the masochism thing is reserved for sexual encounters only. I'm not sure if I can ever be the dominant one in a relationship. I know if I tried, I would probably be laughed at.

A lot of people view me as cute and innocent. My friends know better, but it is hard to resist keeping that impression. I believe it must be something in my voice and/or aura. I know I have a mousy voice, tiny body, and often space out and giggle a lot. I put on childish airs, but it doesn't bother me. It just makes people surprised when I talk about things that are certainly less than cute and most definately not innocent.

And some random s**t about moi.


Colour: All of them! Except the ugly ones.
Food: Hard to believe it isn't chocolate. It's actually nachos and popcorn.
Ice Cream Flavor: Vanilla or mint chocolate chip.
Alcoholic Drink: Monster engergy drink mixed with butter ripple schnapps.
Non-Alcoholic Drink: Cranberry juice mixed with orange juice.
Game: Final Fantasy VII, Dance Dance Revolution, Guitar Hero, Pokemon! Of course, Pokemon!
Animal: Penguins, butterflies, spiders, wolves, tigers, lions, and of course, frogs.

Least Favourites

Color: Brown, beige, gray, all of those ugly ones. Like puke green and some shades of yellow/yellow-green.
Food: Most meat.
Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate.
Alcoholic Drink: Straight tequila.
Non-Alcoholic Drink: Milk
Game: Uhh... there's a lot of horrible games out there.
Animal: None, I like them all.

And a picture. I'll try to keep the pics recent.
It shouldn't be too hard, I'm a camera whore.

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Air guitar hero!!!
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This is what I want. I appreciate the help anyone has to offer. I keep a list of donators in my journal.

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Total Value: 206,829 Gold
After Exclusions: 87,254 Gold
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Item List:
Oculus Magica
Red Scarf
Red Leather Belt
Red Candy Striped Stockings
Bouncy Antennae
TM (Time Piece)
Scar Of Duelist
Scar of Hero
Reindeer Antlers
Detective Kit
Burnished Brown Kukui Necklace
Brown Zoot Suit Tie
Autumn Glory
Arrow in my Head
Enforced Tundra Boots
Kaya the Cat
Kaya the Cat

Kaya the Cat
Red Forbidden Skirt
#603913 Complex Jacket
Red HIPster Shirt
HIPster Red Tint Shades
Pilot's Goggles

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Total Value: 498,092 Gold
After Exclusions: 331,469 Gold
[Item Information]

Item List:
Shadow Spirit
Prisoner's Ball and Chain
GO Phones
Deadly Mood Bubble
Royale Purple Pimpin' Hat
Rat Tail
Oculus Magica

Neo Punk Sock
Lovebird Plush
Fausto's Bottle
Doll Ears
Dark Halo
Dress of the Swan
Fancy Pink Ribbon
Pink Ribbon Skirt
Were Feet


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Naked Avatar Alert.
Keep it that way plz.


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deborahbb731948 Report | 02/20/2008 6:17 am
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Diagonis Report | 01/21/2008 9:44 pm
i love your hair
NewoNightmare Report | 01/20/2008 11:36 pm
oh well i loved ur lyrics!! User Image kinda got to excited now im back to becoming miserable without u!! i agree with the girl below me..u were my sun!! User Image well im glad u at least came back to write more lyrics glad to hear from u!! sleep well and never forget all those here that love you soo very much...we will miss u!! User Image
advent core Report | 01/20/2008 11:22 pm
the sun can be swallowed by the abyss for all I care. plus you are like my own little sun
NewoNightmare Report | 01/20/2008 11:22 pm
User Image User Image User Image ur on!!!!! i missed u sooo much i was miserable without u!!! User Image User Image wow wat made u come back!! i cant stop smiling User Image wow im happy!!!!!! im glad ur back!!!! User Image
advent core Report | 01/20/2008 10:48 pm
dont quit, your the reason I wake up in the morning
YoshiGogurt Report | 01/15/2008 1:10 pm

daing User Image

but thats alot to do ^_^'
Cactus Genitalia~ Report | 01/14/2008 9:12 pm
I have 2 modes of pleasure.

NewoNightmare Report | 01/14/2008 9:08 pm
WHY???!?!?!? User Image User Image please dont leave!!! why are u leaving??!?!? many ppl will miss you!! I know i will!! if ur not on gaia anymore how am i going to keep in touch with u??? User Image im not gonna see anymore of ur sexeh pics anymore!! well this is your choice and i know there is nothing i can do to change it!! ill miss you goodluck in the real world!! remember to always have fun!! User Image User Image User Image why?!?!?!? ill miss you soo very much
Cactus Genitalia~ Report | 01/14/2008 8:59 pm
holay mothar of gawd.



Lets have vasts amounts of sexual intercourse, in public places.