Once more I turn to melancholy
Turning in on myself
A period of introspection
Full of doubts
How will I find the light to guide me?
So long in the darkness
Isolated and alone
Time passes by
One empty day after another
Should I end it all?
Is that the only answer?
What happens if I do nothing?
A slow decline
Into middle age and still further on
Into old age
Still nothing has been achieved
A few small successes along the way
But is that enough to save me?
Will God reject my soul as empty and shallow?
Will I be handed to the Devil to hang from the gallows?
souls without names.......
The fires of Hell burn bright
In the middle of the night
Waiting for an angel to fall
No hope of salvation at all
A poor lost soul
Is swallowed up whole
Consumed in the flames
They are souls without names
The fires are ablaze
In this fiendish maze
Consumed by guilt and shame
There is no one else to blame
The fires are aglow
As you sink so low
The Devil has cast his spell
You face eternity in Hell
My lust dances on blasphemous night
Worms shudder with midnight brilliance
I slice mocking despair
Faith lies weeping virginal despair
Worms shroud blackened void
Hunger plucks yearning innocents
A black cat lies weeping dark caresses
A dull knife permeates cringing impudence
My lust consumes helpless needles
Jesus curses velvet penance
Everything whispers tainted despair
Bats shudder with clandestine innocence
Your touch unleashes leathery passion
The Muse writhes velvet minions
Souls collapse from lethargic caresses
Worms shroud fleeting beauty
a confession of the soul
I am awash in blood and pain
I am devilish and cruel
your soul leaves the inner thought
tears of blood stream from my wrist
utterly unloved, my only companion is the darkness
The fallen, the outcast, the dark angels
my soul is dead and nothing is left
one day i too will take life
endless life in the darkness
i need time to rest... wheres the nearest undertaker?