Dont Judge Me By My Actions.I Never Take The Blame For Someone Else, That sounds Selfish, But It's True.
I'm Very Mature, But Can Be Very Immature At Times AsWell.I Hurt People, Even When I Dont Intend To.I Say Sorry Way Too Much.Why Am I Telling Everyone This? Because I'm Starting Over. Fresh.People Think I'm A Liar, Well Guess Again, Because I'm Not.Some Think I'm Fake, Guess Again, I'm Not.Talk About Me All You Want, It Wont Hurt My Feelings.I'm One Of The Sweetest People You'll Ever Meet, But When I'm Serious, I Dont Play.
I'm Myself, Dont Change That.Alex jamie emily brandi zanab tony and shaynna Are All Great Friends.I Dont Trust Many People, Want To Gain My Trust? GoAhead And Try.Talk To Me, And I'll Talk To You.Be My Friend, And I'll Be Yours.Am I All I Seem To Be? Maybe, Maybe Not.Lets Talk?
You don't like me? I don't like you; that's pretty much how it works with me now. I've lost my energy and spark.When I dont sleep, I spend the night thinking about every little thing thats happened.I will speak my mind and tell you the truth strait out so I hope you can handle that if you talk to me. I do believe life isn’t about plans just soul and that’s all I live by. I sometimes laugh to hide how nervous and uncomfortable I am.. I get hurt easily but I don't say anything. I'm scared of the future, and I'm scared of change. I guess they're both the same in a way.I wish I could talk to people, and let them know how I'm feeling, because I really feel like I need to just let it all out right now. But I just can't tell people things, it's too hard for me. I just end up covering it up with a smile, and acting like it's all just fine, like I don't care about a lot of the things that I do care about. I want to open up to people, but it's like I just put this wall up... and even I don't know how to break it down. Sometimes I really hate myself for not letting people in, not letting people fully get to know me. I guess I'm just scared.I feel like there should be a lot more to life. But sometimes I can't help but think, what if this is it?I'm not perfect and I'm not afraid to admit it. Maybe if everyone stopped trying to carve themselves into a ******** false image they would be able to realize that perfection is obtained only by realizing everyone else can go ******** themselves. There are more important things in life than trying to be whoever you think everyone else wants you to be. I'm more willing to accept someone's flaws than their pretends. I see right through you. I don't have all the time in the world, and there are people out there dying to meet someone who'd rather they not pretend. I don't hate anybody, yet love very few. I trust only two persons. I smile more than my mouth can stand. I talk more than I should. I laugh too loudly. My heart is bigger than two bodies put together. sometimes just to cry. I'll stay up all night just so I can have more time to live. I'll dream forever just to give myself hope.