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Name:Rayne
hey guys its just rayne and her tears here so just deal. below this umm....evaluation of my life from some computer guy who never met me are some poems i wrote ^_^ one i didnt rite but the rest of them are all me tell me, what you think!

Your spirit is darker and missunderstood.You are a person who has been hurt through out your life, and shows in your spirit. You feel like giving up because so far nothing has gone right, when in reality...if its bad its not over. You dont know why or how you got this way, but you dont know how to get out of it anymore. Its like a hole that gets deeper with every smile you fake. No one seems to understand, let alone care...when no one can if they dont know. You feel guilty when you feel happy, and when you feel sad because you know there are people out there who have it worse. You ignore your problems and then beat yourself up for doing so. Fighting your nature has always been hard, and you havent succeeded at it yet. Life seems predictible and problematic, when in a sense it it...but there is so much more you could be doing. Rough times, we all go through them...but its not the people who dont have them that are the strong ones, its the people that stand up and move on that really are the strongest of us all.Your spirit is lost, but everyone has talents, yours are just below the surface.Color: BlackWhat you are made of: DarknessAnimal:Raven

Forget Him
Forget His Name Forget His Face
Forget His Kiss
His Warm Embrace
Forget The Love That You Once Knew
Remember He Has Someone New
Forget Him When They Played Your Song
Remeber You Cried All Night Long
Forget How Close You Once Were
Remember He Has Chosen Her
Forget You Memorized His Walk
Forget The Way He Used To Talk
Forget The Words He Used To Say
Remeber He Has Gone Away
Forget His Laugh
Forget His Grin
Forget The Dimples On His Chin
Forget The Way He Held You Tight
Remember He's With Her Tonight
Forget The Time That Moved So Fast
Forget The Love Thats Gone It's Past
Forget He Said He'd Leave You Never
Remeber He's Gone Forever

SCARS
It might be better if i was blind
so i couldnt see your face
so i couldnt see every warm embrace
given away
better if i was deaf
not to hear your angellic voice
every word like a dagger through
my heart
another crack,another crevice,another
dark place in my mind
another fire spitting trench to fall into
another memory to be repressed
they keep coming back you know
playing it back like a show
eating away at me
each one cutting me open
again and again
the scars too deep to ever fade
completely

FOREVER

Here my heart lies
dead and black
thinking of him
how he'll never come back
thinking of every whispered goodbye
how he wiped every tear from your bloodshot eyes
of how he said he'd leave you never
of how he's now gone forever
of every good thought of every bad
of every happy moment of every sad
even though your lifes crowned with fire
its still him you desire
how his metallic eyes used to shine
and how you carved his name on the bullet
so he was the last thing going through your mind

BROKEN

my heart is yours and yours alone
on a leash for you to own
i told you if you broke my heart
it would still be yours in part
my heart is splintered cracked and shattered
my mind is broken beat and battered
and even though the words you say
cut my heart like razorblades
ill miss the words till my last dayz
and even though it hurts to stay
i cant seem to walk
it hurts so much to look at you
and even though it stings i do
i cried myself to sleep last night
thinking of you just your sight
smiling getting along without me
im crying over there cant you see
im crying, dying it kills to see
you without me

SUICIDAL LOVE

Life is a gun
Love is the trigger
And when it slips
The world gets bigger
You realize everybody cries
As the bullet flies
Between your eyes
No we cant be friends
You see
Because this is reality
And in this world
It never works
I see those little sidelong smirks
You know i want you back
You knew
Ill always hope you
Want me too
But life is a gun
And love is the trigger
And when it slips
The world gets bigger
My love is gone
My finger slips
You hear a bang
And my blood drips

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ReTaRdEd_BrOwNiE

Report | 11/05/2009 8:26 pm

ReTaRdEd_BrOwNiE

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dragan2

Report | 10/30/2008 10:58 pm

dragan2

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Report | 10/10/2008 8:05 am

lovergaara15

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just call me J

Report | 07/30/2008 10:10 pm

just call me J

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Report | 06/18/2008 10:04 pm

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Vampire dreams101

Report | 06/13/2008 10:13 pm

Vampire dreams101

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RainyDayMonster

Report | 06/12/2008 11:27 am

RainyDayMonster

im not cleaning it up if it does
RainyDayMonster

Report | 06/10/2008 4:50 pm

RainyDayMonster

what so you just all of a sudden decide to talk to me?
wolfgirl_899

Report | 06/10/2008 4:02 pm

wolfgirl_899

great u?
wolfgirl_899

Report | 06/10/2008 3:54 pm

wolfgirl_899

hiya i havent been on for a long time and sorry about the friend list on my pro file the thing how everyones deleted my mom didn't want me talkin to strangers User Image

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