About
I don't talk about my self much because I'm not to open with people I don't know when it comes to secretes but I'll try to make this long.I grew up in Texas, and with occasional vistits to my Grandmas' houses in Louisiana, Mississippi, and Nabraska. Yes I listed three places because I have a step-mom, for those who don't know my personal Life. I don't mind talking about this but if I don't know you don't expect to talk to me in depth about it. She killed herself after 5 years of epilepsy. My mother jumped off of a cruise ship in the Gulf of Mexico the summer after my 8th grade year. She died, that's the end for those who don't know my mind well.
I was home schooled from 1st until 8th, missing 2nd and 3rd to private school which I loved. I skipped 4th grade because I'm smart like that, and for those who don't know me, I really am smart, I just don't like listen to teens talk during time that is supposed to be used for learning from the teacher. I hate drama, but I like listening to stories of peoples lives and catch a piece of what their life is like.
Because I do this I don't like complainers, or liars. Especially liars. I would rather the person keep it a secrete, because I know the importance of secrets, and not tell me but do tell me that I would understand, but it is too personal to share with others.
I am very much a loner, but I try to attach myself to at least two of my most trusted friends (Devin and Amanda) and let them at least know how I feel. I don't give my opinion unless asked, and despite how much distaste I have for a decision they make, I usually tend to go to my "It's their life, not mine, I can't contol their wishes, they'll be smarter with time" kinda ideal.
I don't take cr** from people but I usually don't have a problem with that because most people at least respect my existance as another human being, exception with Kori, Lexy and Greg, (Devin...I know, I know). I am very forgiving and humble, almost to a fault. I hate holding grudges but I never forget the pain. And I never will.
If you wish to be my friend, I'll be your friend and support you with everything. But if you want to be a best friend or something greater, it'll either take a lot of time (Amanda), or a lot of similarities and trust. (Blake that's we're you fit in)
I love everyone, but I often dislike what people do, but I let it go because it's their life. I'm very complicated, but I make myself be simple if only around my friends. I hide evrything, but I'm very truethful. I'm very trustworthy, and I know the meaning of secretes, but I hate when people don't tell me their minds, because usually I truely care about what they think, and I don't want to be pushed away.
As you can tell, I'm one big mistery on paper (blogs, whatever) but if you ever meet me in real life. You'd never know the deeper parts of me, unless your one of the selected few.
((holy cow that was long...srry))
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sorry if i didnt respond to something.
LYLAS
*hugs*
http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=28595287
plese help me out on helping her live. send this link to everyone you know on gaia and ask them to do the same. thanks