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however it is here because i thought that it covered most everything i would like to tell you about me.
Last Login: 01/14/2011 10:10 pm
Registered: 05/30/2009
Gender: Male
Location: U.S.A Ct
Birthday: 07/31/1992
Occupation: Highschool student
life is never better than bittersweet.
How can people abandon their fellow man to poverty and death without a thought?
I suppose its the nature of man. To turn on itself and to exercise cruelty on one another.
What does that leave me? What am I to do with that? many people are strong enough to face that and fight it but I'm not. All I want is what every one wants I suppose. I want to live in a world where I can live my life without have to constantly watch what i do and say lest I betray my morals dreams and beleifs. The sad truth though, it doesn't exist. You live this life the best you can but never expect it to leave you whole and never expect true happiness. The future holds naught but misery and the repetition of history. I hope and pray that I'm wrong, but the thing is....... no one is listening.
What does that leave me? What am I to do with that? many people are strong enough to face that and fight it but I'm not. All I want is what every one wants I suppose. I want to live in a world where I can live my life without have to constantly watch what i do and say lest I betray my morals dreams and beleifs. The sad truth though, it doesn't exist. You live this life the best you can but never expect it to leave you whole and never expect true happiness. The future holds naught but misery and the repetition of history. I hope and pray that I'm wrong, but the thing is....... no one is listening.
What does that leave me? What am I to do with that? many people are strong enough to face that and fight it but I'm not. All I want is what every one wants I suppose. I want to live in a world where I can live my life without have to constantly watch what i do and say lest I betray my morals dreams and beleifs. The sad truth though, it doesn't exist. You live this life the best you can but never expect it to leave you whole and never expect true happiness. The future holds naught but misery and the repetition of history. I hope and pray that I'm wrong, but the thing is....... no one is listening.
What does that leave me? What am I to do with that? many people are strong enough to face that and fight it but I'm not. All I want is what every one wants I suppose. I want to live in a world where I can live my life without have to constantly watch what i do and say lest I betray my morals dreams and beleifs. The sad truth though, it doesn't exist. You live this life the best you can but never expect it to leave you whole and never expect true happiness. The future holds naught but misery and the repetition of history. I hope and pray that I'm wrong, but the thing is....... no one is listening.
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darkly reality creeps in and strips me of dreams and hope.
I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you acting like I owe you this. find another place to feed your greed while I find a place to rest.
life is pain in one way or another. we spend our lives trying to banish that pain but i have yet to manage it.
save me smiling jesus get off that cross. hate me screaming masses i don't care if I am lost.
there are days where i cant stand myself. where i look in the mirror and wonder who am I? i hate what i have become. one of those people who insidiously lets in despair despite all the joy in their life. Why am I like this? i have amazing friends, i'm pretty sure i have a girl friend who is awesome and i love my family.... and yet there are days where i want to do naught but crawl back in bed and hide from the day. I often ask myself why, but i never receive an answer. somehow i know that i never will.
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