Death...death is only a phase in life that means your life is over. If nobody thought about death then maybe people wouldn't be such a ******** up, because when you think about death you know your time may seem a long time away but in the world today it can be at any given time of the day. People kill people to join a gang or just because someone looked at them wrong. The people today have no guilt but neither do i, beause i think about death, killing people and many other things because im one of them ******** ups that don't get the respect they should and that makes them go insane and they just snap and become a killer. I have felt the urge to kill people for a couple of years and i believe i will do it sometime soon only because the people that ******** with me and they may say their only playing but i know they don't like me and it pisses me off when they pretend to be my friend. I know more than 3/4 of the people i know don't really like me and they don't say anything about not wanting to be my friend...it would be a lot better if they did so i wouldn't bother them anymore. I want to kill people because i've had a bad life and i know i can kill someone without showing any sympathy for them or regretting what i did. I love the sight of blood so that wouldn't bother me and i think about different ways to kill people so when i do it they can have one of the most painful deaths anybody could have.