Kaya nga "I wonder what his other kids might be doing~" wala naman ako contact noh~ sweatdrop at ayaw ko magkaroon~
Taking turns kami ng uncles (2 brothers of my dad) at ako sa hospital~ pero hindi talaga kami pede mag long stay sa hospital kasi puro kami meron trabaho kaya meron din taga bantay para sa kanya~
Stressed lng talaga ako going up and down the hospital... paying meds.. paying bills...paying whatever...X_X kahit may taga bantay, ako kasi kailangan mag withdraw~
I also passed requirements in the morning... and had to go up and down the stairs of the office... ugh... my feet are super tired... tapos may isang office pa na walang aircon... X_X tapos maraming tao kasi almost board exams na sa nursing... though another line sila.. but still.. I was bumped a lot today~ crying They're lucky I don't easily get angry.
alam mo naman yung sabi nila... matagal mamatay yung masamang damo? hahaha! complicated kasi relationship namin and I really can't say that he's a good father to me and there's also something in his personality that nakakainis talaga, but I wouldn't be doing all this for him if I hated him that much. I'm the one being all stressed and taking care of him~ I wonder what his other "kids" might be doing~
Thanks, and I'm having mixed feelings about him getting well... I hate having these kind of thoughts.. .but even if he does get well.. it's bound to happen again... heck, he's going in and out of the hospital for 2 years now... he has a heart and liver disease and it's only getting worse...
He had a stroke. He didn't look fine when I first saw him, but he was getting better and yesterday, he was stable and supposed to transfer out today... but then early this morning, his vital signs suddenly dropped and it looked like an exorcism scene you know? his eyes were all white and very restless, kept on moving around~ he is placed on restraints...
On the smaller brighter side, one of my college classmates is an ICU nurse and works there, so we talked a bit. Then another staff nurse friend in the elevator.. then another friend had her internship in the hospital...it's nice seeing these familiar people who I haven't seen for a long time~