last updated: 9/26/18 yum_cupcake
I have had many names. Cheri, Muffin, Sin, Kitten, Ponderings. I'm just a 23 year old trying to figure out and enjoy life.
I am a designer, I don't have an actual job quite yet, but I am still building experience through collabs and projects, whether they be professional or personal. Guess that makes me a bit of a freelancer.
I enjoy drawing, painting, photography, digital art, music, games, friends.
I enjoy the quiet moments i get and I am not one to feel the need to fill every bit of silence. I take my time answering questions that are actually important to me. Everything else? I don't really care, I don't have much of a preference.
I'm just here to enjoy. Be happy. Live for myself, because I'm sure as hell no one else is going to live for me, nor do I want that. We can either live together, make our mistakes and apologies when needed, or you can live your life blaming me or yourself or whoever around you and be afraid.
I used to be afraid. I don't enjoy letting go of people. Moving on. But I learned recently that sometimes, you have to. That not everyone is out there to be there for you or really cares about you. Know the difference.
And for those who have stuck by me: along with making mistakes, apologizes, having fun, and just living life and not expecting everything in return...I love you guys. You are fantastic. emotion_bandaid
Days I have gone without alcohol: 102 ( June, 24, 2018 ) emotion_bandaid
Days I have gone without drugs: 102 ( June 24, 2018 ) emotion_bigheart
I made that promise to someone I used to be close to, I intend to keep it, even if I never speak to this person ever again
Don’t look at my dark canvas
and think you have the right
to paint me any color
you ever hoped for me to be.
color me vibrant.
I’ve been sitting in a world
of grays for too long.
feed me all of the
technicolor locked inside
the warmth of sunsets.
show me a rainbow
i can navigate across
the earth in search of
I had been colored
dark again. A wrath of black
You had fed me grays.
Assisting they were pure white,
these clouds will not leave.
You promised rainbows,
instead I followed shadows
until the death of
mood of the day: :pondering: gaia_moon
song of the day: I Don't Mind - Sav Brown gaia_diamond
you can also find me on: gaia_crown
(poetry) and @helloimcherry
These guys donated/gifted me nice things. They're good people.
~*Kind Gaians*~ (thank you!)
C h a r t i s t e - Twister the Fire Phoenix emotion_bigheart
Oz Da Beast - 100k emotion_bigheart
taegyo - 100k emotion_bigheart
Sehr Herrliche - Astra 72: Foggy Day heart
jinglybell - lucky throw heart