jaded_and_tainted

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Birthday: 07/09

Take me Away..

This time all I want is you.
There is no one else,
who can take your place.
This time-
you burn me with your eyes.
You see past all the lies.
You take it all away.
I've seen it all
and it's never enough,
it keeps leaving me needing you.
Take me away,
take me away,
I've got nothing left to say,
just take me away.
I try to make my way to you,
but still I feel so lost.
I don't know what else I can do.
I've seen it all
and it's never enough,
it keeps leaving me needing you.
Take me away,
take me away,
I've got nothing left to say,
just take me away.
Don't give up on me yet.
Don't forget who I am.
I know I'm not there yet,
but don't let me stay here alone.
This time all I want is you.
There is no one else,
who can take your place.
I've seen enough and it's never enough,
it keeps leaving me needing you...
Take me away,
take me away,
I've got nothing left to say,
just take me away.

Broken >.< I am broken

The broken clock is a comfort,
it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
from stealing all my time
and I am here still waiting,
though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best,
like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart,
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart,
that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name, I find meaning
So I'm holding on, I'm holding on,
I'm holding on,
I'm barely holding onto you
The broken locks were a warning,
you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded,
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection,
inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose,
they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart,
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart,
that's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
is the healing
In your name (In your name)
I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on,
(I'm still holding)
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holding)
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holding)
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on, another day
Just to see what,
you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on,
to the words you say
You said that I will, will be okay
The broken lights on the freeway,
left me here alone
I may have lost my way now,
having forgot my way home
I'm falling apart,
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart,
that's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
there is healing
In your name (In your name)
I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on,
(I'm still holding)
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holding)
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holding)
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holding)
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holding)
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holding)
I'm barely holdin' on to you.....

Pain

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand

This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me, I've got a plan
When the lights go off, you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing,
rather feel PAIN....

I know, I know (I know, I know)
I know- that you're wounded
You know, you know (You know, you know)
that I'm here to save you
You know, you know (You know, you know)
I'm always here for you
I know, I know (I know, I know)
that you'll thank me later...

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel PAIN

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Storm

How long have I been in this storm
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form?
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head.
If I could just see you, everything would be alright.
If I'd see you, this darkness would turn to light.
And I will walk on water,
and you will catch me if I fall,
and I will get lost into your eyes,
I know everything will be alright-
I know everything is alright...
I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I 10 feet under and upside down?
Barely surviving, has become my purpose
Cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface.
If I could just see you- everything would be alright.
If I'd see you this darkness would turn to light.
And I will walk on water,
and you will catch me if I fall,
and I- will get lost into your eyes,
I know everything will be alright...

And I will walk on water,
and you will catch me if I fall,
and I will get lost into your eyes,
I know everything will be alright-
I know everything is alright...
Everything's alright...
Yeah,
everything's alright...

ME^^

You Are 52% Abnormal
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You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.

You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity


You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament
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Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.

It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.

At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperament Are You?

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Butterfly

she watches a darkness creeping up about half past eight
she sits by the weeping willow says that she can relate
she dreams of someday getting out of this place
she says she's never felt at home even in her own face

and I know it won't be long
till you turn into a butterfly
I know you're weak and you're hanging on
go and give it another try

she dreams of puppies and those wings that look like parachutes
she dreams of waterfalls that sweep your feet from under you
she finds her comfort inside bedtime stories and fairy tales
anything with a happy ending she says it can never fail

and I know it won't be long
till you turn into a butterfly
I know you're weak but you're hanging on
cause you're dreaming of an open sky

she don't wanna talk about it cause that's all that she's done
she don't wanna think about it she's not the only one
she's doesn't wanna be what she doesn't have to be
doesn't have to be

she wants to be the girl who's swept off her feet in the end
she wants to live a life that's real and not just for pretend
she dreams of laughter echoing and says it's her favorite sound
she dreams of plastic parents that will never let her down

and I know it won't be long
till you turn into a butterfly
I know you're weak and you're hanging on
cause you're dreaming of an open sky
go and give it another try

and I know it won't be long
till you turn into a butterfly
I know you're weak but you're hanging on
cause you're dreaming of an open sky

Outside

I'm gonna learn how to play this one day...^^

And you, can bring me to my knees
Again
All the times,
That I could beg you please-
In vain
All the times
That I felt insecure
For you
And I leave
My burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I felt like this won't end
It's for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It was from you
All the times
That I've cried
My intentions
Were full of pride
But I waste
More time than anyone

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be okay

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

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Whatever i feel like.... BTW, All of these poems have been copy-written before they are submitted anywhere, if you copy them, claim them or submit them as your own work you are in violation of the law. Should you be found doing so, I will prosecute

Meredith Brooks

I hate the world today, You're so good to me
I know but I can't change, tried to tell you
but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath
innocent and sweet... Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you, I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one...
I'm a bi**h, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
and I'm going to extremes, tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing...
I'm a bi**h, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
~Awesome Guitar guy showing off~
Just when you think, you've got me figured out
the season's already changing
I think it's cool...
You do what you do, and don't try to save me
I'm a bi**h, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
I'm a bi**h, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numbed, I'm revived
can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way....
~Awesome Guitar guy showing off, again~

Riot

If you feel so empty
So used up, so let down
If you feel so angry
So ripped off so stepped on
You're not the only one
Refusing to back down
You're not the only one
So get up

Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot

If you feel so filthy
So dirty so <******** up
If you feel so walked on
So painful so pissed off
You're not the only one
Refusing to go down
You're not the only one
So get up

Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot

If you feel so empty
So used up, so let down
If you feel so angry
Just get up

Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot

Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot

Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot

Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot

Hanging by a moment

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more
in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here
until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment
here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...
I'm falling even more
in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here
until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment
here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure
where to go
And I don't know
what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment
here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....
I'm falling even more
in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here
until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment
here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure
where to go
And I don't know
what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment
here with you
Just hanging by a moment
(here with you)
Hanging by a moment
(here with you)
Hanging by a moment
here with you.....

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