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The Real Me...

Pale, skinny, 5' 9", 140 lbs?, white/silver hair, dark sunken eyes; I really do look like a vampire. I wish it were true.
Eh, people have commented on my hair so much. White, why white? Are you crazy?
No, I'm not crazy, I'm just trying to be as close as I can get to being vampiric. I plus, I like the color white, besides blue.
It signifies goodness, wholeness; it is completely angelic.

I'm actually not that smart... Though it seems my writing is intelligent. Well, of course it is. I love to write, words are a part of me. If my mother looked at my grades right now in school, I'd be grounded from the computer for a month.

Okay, maybe I'm a little smart, I just don't try hard in class.
Homework is such a drag and I fear that my teachers are even more stupid than the clowns who sit in the back of the room, stealing each others' pencils and throwing them into the ceiling so they'll stick by the point.
That's kind of funny though, really. Hah, they do it to the teacher's pencils too; stealing them off his desk and whatnot.
Eh, you have to see it for yourself.

Winter, my deadliest time of year. I'll be staying indoors untill Spring starts to roll around. But then, what will I do about all the allergies I have? Oh God in Heaven, why must it be me who is tortured so?

I can't touch anyone, be near anyone for that matter.
I have to stay perfectly healthy for how many months in a row...?
********, I'm going to be killed. How in the hell did I survive the years before?... *thinks about it*
Oh wait, I remember, I didn't survive. I was sent to the hospital for weeks on end, couphing up a lung or two to the point of blood, feeling so weak, weaker than usual; my bones were going to snap if I moved, I feared. Oh my thoat, it was so rawed and sore, I don't want to experience it again, not again, please.

Eh, I have no friends except for the ones here on Gaia.
None.
Okay, well, maybe I have a couple, but I don't really consider them friends. I suppose they're people who feel sorry for me, who think I need to cling to someone in my time of need.
Pfft. Yeah right. If I ever feel like that, I will settle myself deep into my own mind.
That's where it's safe, yes? Dark, warm, secluded from the harsh world. I shall not go to another... Maybe except Arianna, my love, but eh, nope; never.
Sometimes I think I'm slightly insane; I probably am. *grins*

Eh, more to follow, I believe.

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From my one and only Taco.
Thanks, Cutie. *smiles*

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My RPC.

Name- Trent
Race- Vampire
Age- 1021 years
Gender- Male
Height- 6"1'
Weight- 143 lbs

Abilities- Able to produce roses; When angered, can turn into a demonic form;
Immortality; Can retract fangs to keep them hidden

Demonic Form Information- Redness of eyes; Nails extend and sharpen; Fangs uncurl; Speed and agility ups; Complextion of skin shades a dark blue

Appearance- Grey, blue-tinted spiked hair; Deep blue eyes; Whitish skin tone;
Black leather jeans; Rumpled, white, long sleeve shirt; Black leather boots; Pointed ears

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heart I love you Ariana... heart
God, I miss you so much.

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How well do you handle pain?

Your Results:
You're ready for death.
Nothing will stop you. You simply feel no pain, or have very little. Maybe it's because your suicidal and your life is so painful that no physichal pain could take over. Or perhaps it's just that you're not afraid of dieing.


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Blue
You're blue, the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you, they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue, and patently you!

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Miasma Akamizu

Report | 02/02/2008 4:30 pm

Miasma Akamizu

I love your artwork. *fangirl*
satellite88

Report | 02/17/2007 6:45 am

satellite88

HI ya whee
Otaku Bohunk2774

Report | 11/19/2006 4:57 pm

Otaku Bohunk2774

iF U WERE KILLED TOMORROW, I WOULDNT GO 2 UR FUNERAL CUZ ID B N JAIL 4 KILLIN DA MOTHA FUKER THAT KILLED U!

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WE TRUE HOMIES
WE RIDE TOGETHER
WE DIE TOGETHER
send this GUN to everyone you care about including me if you care. C how many times you get this, if you get a 13 your A TRUE HOMIE
Intoxicatingly Blue

Report | 11/14/2006 2:44 pm

Intoxicatingly Blue

*smiles and hugs you to him*
I was never far away, Darling. I'm the little chunk in your heart
that throbs with the pain of love every time you think of me.
ijhdfihweoifjuhoirf

Report | 11/13/2006 5:11 pm

ijhdfihweoifjuhoirf

There you are!!! *glomps and kisses you sweetly* im so happy!!! heart redface
Intoxicatingly Blue

Report | 11/13/2006 4:28 pm

Intoxicatingly Blue

Right here, Beautiful.
ijhdfihweoifjuhoirf

Report | 11/09/2006 10:10 pm

ijhdfihweoifjuhoirf

I love you, Trent baby! Hope you get back here soon! heart
theshyster

Report | 11/09/2006 5:30 pm

theshyster

Happy Halloween! (Even though it's about 9 days ago, I can still try to make up fpr what I've missed XD)
Intoxicatingly Blue

Report | 11/06/2006 5:44 pm

Intoxicatingly Blue

Only you would like it,
I look like a geek, Lol.
ijhdfihweoifjuhoirf

Report | 11/06/2006 5:16 pm

ijhdfihweoifjuhoirf

Well, it sounds very handsome! lol

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