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I'm a very distant person.I do not like people.You have to be close to me for me to care even one ounce about you.I'm alone most of times.I don't have many friends.I can be a very cheery and very crazy person when i want to...But then again I can be moody and a d**k sometimes.If you close to me i apologize for it.

p.s. don't get me pissed

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There is no forever.

i’m sorry i’m not perfect.
i’m sorry i’m here.
i’m sorry i didn’t end this
i couldn’t disappear.

i’m sorry that i’ve fallen
for you
i have

i don’t know why
i let myself fall
for a girl like yourself.
i could die

i want you to know
how i feel
and why

i would
but now i want to cry.
because i know i can’t have you
and that hurts me inside.
to know that i’ve fallen

for this untouchable girl.

When your heart is broken it is the saddest thing in the world. All your energy leaves you and everything in your life seems to lose all meaning. You gave your heart and soul to this love, and now it is no more. How can your heart ever be whole again?

I want to run, I want to hide
for all the pain she caused inside
I want to scream, I want to cry
why can't I tell her goodbye?

I want to move on, I just can't let go
I love her more than she'll ever know
I want to start over, I want to feel free
but this pain will never leave me be

She hurt me bad, the pain is deep
from all the promises she couldn't keep
all the lies I heard her say
why cant it go away?

How can I forger her? , leave the 'her' behind
erase the memories from my mind
She doesn't love me and never will
She will never care of how I feel
By:Ace Langford

Love of my life,
I stand in the background
Through your ups and downs,
Your winning and losing
Your dark nights
And waking hells.

Love of my life
I think of you with kindness
Although you left me
I know you suffered
And died a death
When you remembered

Love of my life
My arms were waiting
And would have done through the torment
Of what we let slip away
Till the end days

What infinite sadness
What total lack of courage
What misplaced bravery I saw in you
What pain and suffering
You and your “loving”
Put me through.

We had it all, just like in the films
Or the most exquisite novel
Our love was sublime
Taken out of the mundane
To a level seldom experienced

My trust was total
My faith had no weak spot
I felt truly blessed, albeit after a wait
While I rode the breakers of life
And paid for my folly

Well worth the wait!
Your arms were my Shangri-La
I saw the universe in your eyes
And held the world in my touch
Eternity became reality

Then you were gone
Snatched kisses at the airport
Never dreaming the turning of the page
As your smiling face
Was lost to my view

On a starry night
When the frost is on the ground
And the moon is high in the sky
And magic is all around
There I stand by the trees.

There’s a darkness inside of me.
It unravels the sweetest of dreams,
rejects the kindest of loves,
and turns its back on Heaven above.

There’s a darkness inside of me
I don’t want you to see.
I can’t camouflage it for long.
When I try to do right,
it all comes out so wrong.

There’s a darkness inside of me.
Beyond my sweet smile, it’s lurking there.
My feelings of love it doesn’t share.
Selfish and reckless,
it breaks hearts without a care.

There’s a darkness inside of me
that is afraid of tenderness, fearful of passion’s
intoxicating kiss, never dreams of bliss.
It guards my need for freedom
like an attack dog unleashed.
No one gets too close or too far inside
where my darkness resides.

There’s a darkness inside
that won’t compromise
no matter how sweet your eyes
or soft your whispers at night
and it revels when love dies.

Each day I struggle so hard
to hide my darkness inside
as it is well fortified
with bravado, conceit, fear, doubts and lies.

its meh!