I'm not. Getting health insurance here is nearly impossible and it costs way too God damn much. I don't make enough hours at work to qualify for their insurance and even if I did that's 25$ a week and you still have to copay and pay for other expenses and that's only health you have to pay for vision and dental separately.
I can't get help with my problems and it doesn't help me that I don't really have any friends and no one really cares if we are being honest here.
Work killing me and my nice manager at on vacation for a week so my jerk manager was in charge all week with 0 repercussions.
Then of course my home life is a bit broken right now and everything kind of just makes my depression go "hey you should kill yourself no one loves you anyway" and my anxiety goes "depression is right no one loves you, you're just a useless and abusive piece of sh*t. You deserve to die."
Physically I've been dealing with bad migraines and the last two days I've been dealing with abdominal pains, migraines, nausea, and nose bleeds.