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Alright, this is what happened to me. So after my heartbreak with you-know-who I was forced into another account. Closely afterward I met my so-called soulmate. The first night we talked on the phone he asked me out. And what many of you may have come to find about me is that unless I'm with someone, it's impossible for me to say no to something so flattering (others would call it desparete). After that we talked non-stop everyday and hung out on gaia for a month straight. There wasn't a day we went without talking. But after the first day, the problems started showing up. He started taking up all of my free time. Along with deciding who my friends were and my enemies. He had me send nude pictures and moan for him over the phone. It got very controlling, and it scared me. Because he has the ability to either hack me or have someone else hack me, I couldn't very easily get out of it. While seeking help, I went to my best friend for advice. She helped me in every possible way she could. She even went a little too far than I had anticipated and confronted him, needless to say it didn't go well. He made me get rid of her as a friend until she apologized for the incident and publicly renounce herself. Even then, he still resented her for it. And while I'm not allowed to talk to any of my old friends or ex's he is. He talks privately with each of them, and I must not intrude. And when he is angry with me with an ex there, he uses them to make me jealous. He sits beside them instead of with me, or make happy faces at them while glaring at me. And also when he's angry, I have to apologize for sometimes never doing anything wrong. He also threatens me when he's mad, which angers me too. He is very fickel, he says one thing while he's happy and turns around the next minute saying he didn't. This man terrifys and infuriates me. And I'm scared of what he will do. So for now, I'm quitting gaia, and not answering my phone. I hope to god this doesn't get any worse. So to all of my ex bffls, please forgive me, and I'm so sorry for being a b***h. To Johanna and Nearie and anyone else who knows me in real life, please don't ask, I don't want anyone at school knowing about this. I beg of you. I just want to be happy again, and never be bothered by anything this dramatic and life treatening again. If you want my new account, pm me and I'll tell you.