Oh and it's really not Joshua anymore lmao.. It's Malcolm now.. Which, Malcolm is like my ex.. I mean, not anymore but him and I break up and get back together constantly lol..
I mean, it's always me that leaves but whatever.... If he would just pay attention to me and try to actually get me then maybe it wouldn't be an issue!? Who knowssss
Yeah, really.. Like I want the kind where he always wants to talk to me but he doesn't get all mad if I don't all the time haha..
I mean, I probably would anyways, but like just to know that I have that freedom, ya know?
Oy vey I don't remember what it is I'm supposed to be sucking up lol. But now I'm about to go crazy and scream my head off. My boyfriend is like not talking to me and I don't know why or what I did and it's really weird because usually he's really clingy. Which I love, by the way lol.. But now it's like.. "Hello?" And nothing. BLAH.
And no that's not the best hahaha. The best is watching a comedy zombie movie while stoned.. >.> Not that I would know or anything lol.
Wow I am like way out of it right now. So tired and then really upset because my Joshua is ignoring me and I don't do well with that shiznit!!