Life has changed so drastically over the past couple of years. I recently lost someone I loved, and have since been living on my own. It's been very difficult, and I don't have much energy or motivation to keep up with things. So this may be the last thing I post and/or do on here. But I felt that it wasn't fair to those on here who knew me and J. For those that did, I am very sorry to say that J has since passed away August of 2013. I now have control of his account and will be deleting it. I have not decided whether this account will be deleted as well or not but, I'll get to that in due time. Please understand that even though it's been about a year and a half since his passing, it's still very difficult for me. Thank you for any support you have given me, it's been much appreciated.