I am sorry it's just I am trying to stay in a boundry and really shouldn't be using minutes so when I do I feel like I'm going to get in trouble with my parents. I could try to say sorry but it doesn't have the same affect I am mad at myself for being the way I was please forgive me. I never want to push you away or anything but the whole phone thing is pushing me to limits I can't handle. I guess I'm not okay. Is it possible for us to talk if I went to my grandma's? I normally would ask this but if I could somehow use my grandma's phone we could talk as much as we wanted again without this restriction. I mean an hour and a half may not feel like anything at all to us but minute wise it hurts my parents family plan. I really wish I had the same plan you did. Then we wouldn't have to worry. I'm sorry about being so moody. This is like a avoidance attraction conflict. I can't handle it. It feels like the last time we saw each other was a long time ago now... Sorry for the ways I have been acting. This whole thing is just stressing me out.
One day u feel like crying ♥ ... ♥ call me ♥ . ♥ I dont promise that i will make u laugh ♥ , ♥ but i can cry with u ♥ . ♥ If one day u want to run away ♥ -- ♥ dont be afraid to call me ♥ . ♥ I dont promise to ask u to stop ♥ ...... ♥ but i can run with u ♥ . ♥ If one day u dont want to listen to anyone ♥ ..... ♥ call me ♥ . ♥ I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet ♥ . ♥ But one day if u call ♥ ...... ♥ and there is no anwser ♥ ..... ♥ come fast to see me ♥ . ♥ Perhaps i need you ♥ . ♥
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